A r3t@rD's rAmbLinGz

Tricky tricks

2008-05-02T09:23:00.002+08:00

check out this new song from Liang, one of Malaysia's top singer-emcee-bachelor-everything new video and his song titled `tricks'.here's the video.btw,got my hand on the new GTR the other day at the Perth MotorShow.pics coming up next in few days..till then..

oh!i found this!check this out!its nice and hillarious!

pictures!

2008-04-25T14:55:00.002+08:00

sharylynna foo!i proudly announced to you that i have finally found you pictures.i found them actually in my blog from the mmec ipoh convoy..lolz..here's the link to the post..click here..\\\and for the photos with you actually being it here..click those links below..

picture 1,
picture 2,

spamming sharyl

2008-04-25T13:24:00.004+08:00

spamming has never been so fun!lolz!lil,sharyl and me totally enjoyed and experienced a whole new world of spamming.lynnz!after all those complaint u totally loved us for doing that rite!lolz.for those who dun understand,click here.

basically,it wasn't my idea at all.it was a suggestion by me and approved and sanctioned by lily!so its not ENTIRELY my fault thou i wrote more.the reason is that becuz i din want sharyl to feel so left out.lolz.thats y..lolz.sharyl,ur a classis.same to u lily.lolz..have fun guys.wat sharyl say is rite.blogging has never been so fun! =)

p/s:spamming has never been so fun,especially if spamming on sharylynna foo!!!lolz..cheers! =)

pp/s:i will always love you,sorry bout last nite.. =)

stand

2008-04-24T14:14:00.004+08:00

I was browsing thru youtube for some songs that i used to have(old hard disk on my laptop crashed and had to get a new one,which resulted in all my stuffs gone) and i came across this song titled "stand" by rascal flatts.upon hearing this song,i immediately flashed back to wat keshy said on my c-box the other day and i made me realised the thru meaning of this song and wat he was trying to say.thanks kesh for waking me up.anyway,here's the video for the song and the chorus included..have fun guys,have a nice day and cheers! =)

‘Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend ‘til you break
‘Cause it’s all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand..

p/s:i love you,always and forever will.. =)

(L-R[2nd photo]: Kesh Bhai,Eddy,JD,Khyez,Jason,Fatty D,Marv,Yours Truly,Lil,Cheryl,Kwang from Klang,Kinky Tim,Benson(&Hedges))

pp/s:i miss those bunch of arseholes above.. =)

sickness is in the air

2008-04-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

i hate being sick!it makes you feel like shit,and also practically grumpy and bad mood all day long.sore and swollen throat,fever,flu,headache,cough and phlegm all attacking you at the same time.isnt that wonderful?i think it is..call me sickBUOY!

btw,remember years ago the pope had a meeting wif president bush?well,the pope was so pissed off with him that he never scheduled another meeting with bush anymore.proof?look below..

p/s:i love you..=)

blondie

2008-04-24T04:01:00.003+08:00

The following story was written without any harm or discomfort or any inconvenience planned on anybody in this world.Blondes excepted.just kidding.enjoy the story of a blonde in her normal everyday life conversation.A brunette woman goes into the dr.'s office.

She tells the Dr. : "It hurts all over my body."

He says: "point to where it hurts".

She points to her shoulder and yells "OUCH!".

She then points to her hip and yells "OUCH!".

Finally she points to her knee and screams in pain "OUCH!!!".

The Dr. asks her "Are you a true blonde and dyed your hair brown?"

She says: "yes, how did you know"?

He answers: "YOU HAVE A BROKEN FINGER!!!".

cheers! =)

p/s:i love you. =)

the best shot ever

2008-04-23T01:00:00.003+08:00

i've seen lots of shot by professional pool players all over the world,local and overseas but nothing,and i really mean nothing can beat these two shots that i saw a long time ago.the reason why i'm only posting it rite now is becuz there's nothing else for me to post..

a shot by corey deuel,a run out from a difficult rack and also a very very beautiful fluke that led to the next amazing shot.fluke on #3 happened on time 1.28 and the great shot i saw happened on the next ball..watch it..

the next shot is a shot by the one and only living legend of the game,efren reyes of the phillipines..watch closely and u'll understand why..

those two are the biggest name in pool arena rite now..no wonder everyone wants to be like them..lolz..thats all for now..btw guys,metropolitan college is having their autofiesta v.4 soon,in approx 16 days..check their website and then make sure ur there!!

p/s:mmec boys,u guys are certainly doing a fucking great job and i'm god-damn sure that it will be a spectacular show!cheers to u guys and all the best!

pp/s:i will always love you.. =)

loneliness

2008-04-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

i finally know wats the meaning and the feeling of being alone on your own in a world which you dont belong and at a place you are not meant to be.friends?wat's the real definition of friends?according to dictionary,a friend would be defined as,someone who is not an enemy and whom you can trust.i trust everyone around me,but its not the other way round.i have ppl that i take my frens,ppl i thought i could depend on when i need them,ppl whom i offered help and also helped whenever they needed me to,but these are also the ppl that did not bother to help me whenever i needed them,ppl that backstabbed me whenever they get a chance to,ppl that treat me like shit and never care till they need me to help them.would this be defined as fren??

in this world,lets not talk about best frens.if u have one thats good.if u dont,stop searching..cuz u never will be able to find one.ppl tend to take one another for granted.these ppl dunt understand that there are stil ppl like me that really care for them..all these ppl know how to do is to take advantage of others..in front of you,they pretend like you are the best frens they ever had,pretend like you are better than anyone else..but once u turn ur back,the back stabbing starts.whenever they get a chance to stab u in the back,they will fully utilise every single moment they are given..in front of their other frens,they treat you like shit becuz ur not from where his/her other frens are from,or not as rich or as good as them or watever..i mean wtf man!ur juz someone like me..look at urself in the fucking mirror b4 ever stab me in the back man.

i;m getting sick and tired of this place,the ppl around me and the things happening around me..i'm sick of it..ppl whom i thought would have been my best frens here never was,those that i stayed up late to help complete assignments,those that i brought along to places,those that i laughed and played and drank and rage al nite long with..guys,fuck off...i lived without you once,and i see no reason why i cant continue doing that..

p/s:you KNOW who i'm talking about..

its time to quit

2008-04-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna quit while i'm ahead..time spent with you has been memorable and somewhat sweet and beautiful..i'm sorry but from now onwards,i'm gonna have to leave you behind..you have always been one of my closest companion yet..no matter where i went or wat i do,you would always be with me..wherever,whenever,however,u'll always be with me..i'm sorry but i have to make u another chapter in the history of my life..take care..there will still be others in this world that can treat u better..i'm sorry..good bye..

p/s:from now onwards,i will put in 200% on my effort to quit smoking..plz support me..i really mean it..

the regret..

2008-04-06T07:23:00.002+08:00

i regret leaving metropolitan college..i sincerely admit that i regret the fact that i left metro juz to come to perth..i missed out on so many things there..the fact that i couldnt say goodbye to few of my best friends in metro with shikin and anita a few to be named..i wish them luck in their new place(sorry for it being belated) and hopefully(and definitely) you guys will be happier in the new environment..we will miss you and i certainly do.

i cant be bothered doing anything rite now,and the fact that i cant sleep wouldnt help so i decided to go online and search for sumthing..and i found this.

IS THAT MARCO SOO!!!??omg!that made me missed metro even more..hahaha..all those funny shits that has been going on really killing me with humour!omg!!!help1!i juz cant stop watching it..lolzguys!check it out!NOW!!

short note

2008-04-06T07:05:00.001+08:00

life's pretty shit rite now.feeling lifeless,alone and unwanted..leave me alone..let me feel that i'm rite about being alone..

p/s:isn't there anyone out there who really cares anymore?if so,thank you and if no,then have a great day..

warning and notification to the frens in Malaysia

2008-03-30T15:32:00.002+08:00

Guys!beware of recent car theft back in Malaysia alrite!juz recently on the 19th of March, a civic eg number plate wfc 400 was stolen from him and then juz exactly ten days later,another civic ek that belongs to another fren of mine number plate weq 3366 was stolen from him and both happened rite outside their houses.so guys!plz be very careful!from more info and tribute to these two beautiful cars,click here!

in the mean time these are sum photos on the EK and EG..!

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and seriously guys!take a really good care of ur car now!dun let it be too late to be saved..

dedicated to charmaine wong

2008-03-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

nah!!!!here u go charmaine wong!dun tell me u wont read my blog cuz its all filled up wif things about me n my gf lor!!!damn evil rite u!lolz..now i see wat else u have to say..

the return of poolerbuoy

2008-03-24T06:53:00.005+08:00

its been really long since poolerbuoy.blogspot.com has been updated and i think that its time this particular blog of my life shud be updated constantly.just a few condition to add to it though.

number 1,this blog is to be privatized soon.the main reason behind it is becuz of the constant annoying anon appearing on my particular blog without any invitation.god knows who the son-of-a-bitch/slutty bitch is but i swear to god if i ever find out who he/she is,that particular anon will regret his/her every action.why comment when it has got nothing to do with you?i guess sum ppl juz doesnt have the chance to have an enjoyable life other than to make others horrible.as if making constant appearance in my blog isnt enuff,he/she muz also harrass my girl that it hurts so bad,she had decided to make her blog a private one.

number 2,theres no point in making it public to those ppl whom has got nothing to do with my blog posting.to those whom has been constant good behaved reader of my blog,plz email me ur email add and i will forward an invitation to you to access poolerbuoy.blogspot.com.

the other things is that the name of the blog will be changed to theverypoolerbuoybaby.blogspot.com.dun ask why but i juz thought it would sound better.lolz..anyways,getting back to the update and wat has been happening since the previous update..

went back to m'sia,took summer course back at metro(the place i missed the most),spending 99% of the time wif baby boo,went on a very very memorable trip wif baby boo to phuket(and we are DEFINITELY planning to go back there soon,very very soon..bb,i promise u that we'll get there sooner than u think we will be..),met up wif the mmec boys,reunited wif my mezz cue after so long(its on the way to perth to be reunited wif me again),spent christmas wif bb angel,baby boo and also superalvin,had an awesome chinese new year,put on 20+ kg,met new and wonderful frens along the way,has bits of ups and downs and also loads other stuffs..coming back to perth,juz to discover 3 frens that i never thought i would ever met.

daniel,kenny alex;thanks for the wonderful frenship i'm enjoying rite now and god bless u guys..spending almost everyday since the day we met each other(except for daniel where i knew him back at metro) has been a lil gay but it was fun..lolz..all the ups and laughters and jokes and playfullness and also fun has been great..these ppl has made me take my mind off baby boo(not really) or else i would be rotting at home being heartbroken and stuffs..

other than that,its the easter hols,went to cottesloe beach,swan valley(choc factory,vineyard, whiteman(wildlife) park) and we are heading down to mandurah and rockingham for the omellette and also the penguin island and also other amazing shits of perth..lolz..enuff talking,pictures galore coming up..

done by baby boo..beautiful and sweet isnt it?loving u dear..

the missus,the mister,and the "bitch" =P

the image painted a thousand words.. =)

at palette pallette

the rose that symbolizes my love for you..

the last photo together b4 heading back down under

the one and only that holds the keys to my heart,soul and mind..

our "baby" together.

the beautiful couple,everlasting and eternal love..

the hungry bear

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and finally,Yours truly

thats all for now and the moment..btw,have u guys read a book by cecelia ahern titled "p/s i love you"?to those who hasnt,plz read it..to those who has,i hope that the book change the way u look at life and love,sweetness and the bitterness of it,living with and without ur loved ones and what life will be if we lose our better half.it changed me.and i can only thank 3 person for changing me..number one,god himself for giving me the chance to read it.number 2 the author herself that wrote this wonderful book that was made into a motion picture which i havent had the chance to watch yet but if you do get the chance,watch it n tell me how it was..the third and last person that i would like to thank is the person that passed this book to me,the person who persuaded me to act read the book,which i'm glad i did,and that person is my lil baby boo..

baby boo,thanks for not giving up on me when times get hard,thanks for stil loving even though knowing my weaknesses and strengths,thanks for still willing to give me chances after chances even though i never knew how to appreciate it till i read the book,thanks for all the sacrifices and suffering you had to endure just by loving me.like i told you(baby boo) before,i read the book the moment i entered the terminal after saying goodbye to you.i cried at every chapter i turned to(i'm not embarrassed to admit that i did),missing u and wishing that you would be there at every step i take,everywhere i turn and go,and everytime i cried i wished that you were there to take me in ur arms,wiping my tears away and whispering to me in my ears saying that everything will be alrite and nothing will happen..baby boo,i love you,and i really mean it..i love you with every breath i take and every step i walked..i love you darling,and i would want to spend every single moment of my entire life loving and being loved by you..thank you for everything and i juz wanna say that i love you..

the kisses and smiles that brought and kept us together..

baby,here's a video for you,a song which i'm still trying to learn to sing so taht i can sing it for u when i get back..lolz..i hope u love it and all i wanna say is that....

Gary Chao Ge - Count till five and promise me ( 数到五答应我)...

"Di yi chi kan jien ni jiu wei ni xing dong Chong ming de wo, zhen neng gou rang ni zhou
Di er chi kan jien ni wo ji ran shi kong, shi wo de chuo ching ni yuen liang wo
Di san chi kan jien ni xiang yao gao shu ni wo zhen de ai ni shi zhen de ai ni
Di shi chi kan jian ni wo you sie yao chiu xi wang ni neng go an an jing jing de ling ding

Yi rang wo bao hu ni
Er rang wo zhao gu ni
San shuo you de yao chiu bu neng dang zhuo you xi
Shi jie shou je ming yuen
Wu yong yuen bu fen li
Zhui hou yi ge, yi ding yao shuo ni yuen yi..."

p/s:i love you.. =)

correction

2007-11-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

Lily saw my post and she blasted me for that.No,it wasn't because of me de-faming her,but it was beacuse of Tim Danker..

Yup,i got blasted because i forgotten Tim's actual nick name..Tim i'm sorry..sincerest aoplogies.

according to Lily,Timothy Danker is not know as riceboy,but known more commonly as thumbelina dongkerbell and also Timoly(lil'y personal name for him)..Tim,anything do not look for me.look for lily instead..she's responsible for everything said and done here..

p/s:Tim's also known as nam heong..peace..

You're still the one

2007-11-13T02:03:00.001+08:00

You're still the one
that i want to love forever and ever..

You're still the one
that i want to wake up with every morning
and snuggle up with every nite,
the one i would want to share my dreams with..

You're still the one
that i want to build castle in the air with,
the one whose hand i hold when i;m afraid,
whose soulders i lean on when i need support..

You're still the one
i want to encourage to make you own dreams come true,
the one i want to comfort when you need a source of strenth
and the one i always want to hold close to my heart.

You're stil the one,
was the one,
forever the one,
and the only one that i want to love forever..

You're still the one..

-Renee Duvell-

p/s:i love you.. =)

that time of the semester

2007-11-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

Its that time of the semester again where clubs and pubs will not be the hottest hanging out spot,the library and McD becomes the lastest(and for a short period of time) place where we all will be sitting and stressing over shits(exams),where the books and lecture notes will be our best frens,where the librarian will seem to look so familiar that you'll be thinking "is she the new librarian",the time where we will all be so stressed up to the point that our head tells us to call it quits and its time to relax and where we all bitch about all these exams and tell ourselves "if only i went for tuts and lectures and paid more attention in classes,all these stressful shit would never happen..." and all those stuffs.

yup,its the exams period once again.to me,nothing changed although i'm in Perth.Books are stil my new-and-soon-to-be divorced new frens,library has been my favourite hanging out spot,where i curse my arse off on this and that and bitch about this and that once again.i spent more money on Red Bull,coffees,tea and cigg rather than food.at least i know that this is the best diet plan that i can reconsider in the near future.

the only diff is that i miss certain things that i used to do during these times.back then,at these time,i would be in McD studying my arse off,asking thee khye and jason to teman me at McD's,where we'll spend hours talking bout nothing but shits that has absolutely nothing to do with the exams and then talking and boasting bout how we would trash each other arses on the fossball table and pool table.i remembered semesters back(when i was stil in metro),stil fresh from organising autofiesta,i was so screwed.i stressed myself up but enjoyed myself at the same times because of the great companionships i had at the particular time.

thee khye and jason(the inseparable couple) would be talking and shooting each other wif stuffs and shit and comparing their ability and skills in playing dota.Sean,Tim and marco and nick will be calling each other names.tim(rice boy),marco(the president),sean(the VP), and nick(wats ur nick name again?sorry i forgotten..wait!you didnt have any do you?) would be going at war with each other about the thespians and the infamous klang-subang war.derek(ho-ho-ho) will always(and forever) be late for appointment.Derek,i think you shud be given an award,an award meant for those whom are so patriotic.Derek,if other ppl are still trying to define malaysian,all they have to do is look you up and they will find the answer.with the malaysian timing that you always practise,you are a true malaysian.

the MMEC boys are unforgetttable as well.the botak fella always yelling and screaming(juz kidding bai yi!) at us,chandra the blur stoned look on his face whenever u see him in the morning,eddy yee(the new mr. tan) always taking so much good perfect care for his car,benson will be talking bout nothing but exhibitors for 99% of the time i saw him,then tim will be smoking and puffing away with his malboro lights,derek(as said,malaysian timing),justin talking bout every single thing under the sun,lily(the legendary lily,i juz cant missed her) the alcoholic girl going crazy when she sees beer,sharyl(the founder and the president of tHE AAC blog and society and also the lifetime president for the A.S.G.O club.sharyl,drop a line if u duno wat A.S.G.O is),ALWAYS whining and complaining about every single thing(but she's just adorable),nick always serious about his job as though its a matter of life and death,and who else?to those that i did not mentioned,i'm really really sorry as i'm dead hell tired but yet blogging cuz it just suddenly came(the feeling of blogging).

and then there's anita paul,always smiling,guiding,advicing,cheering us whenever we(everyone she knows) are going thru tough times,then there's the new mother yee yee,always nagging bout this and that and a typical housewife and mother and lady..lolz..juz kidding yee yee.and then there's shah,always giving us teh ideas and i somehow or rather feels that he's an angel sent from someone to us..lolz..

i duno but i really miss those times that i spent in metro.i wished times could be like that over here but i know that it just can't.there's one more person i however would love to mention.someone that has been supporting me in everything i do,giving me the strength,courage,belief,conidence and everything i need to pull things off,always advicing me,forgiving me and best of all,loving me for who i am and what i am not.

Bb,you have been everything to me and u mean the world to me.In ppl's eye,they believed that we wouldn't make it thru but we did.i juz hope that u understand how much i love you and i really missed every single happy,beautiful and special breathtaking moment we spent together.like u said,its just a month away and we'll reunite under the beautiful moonlit skies and the beautiful memories and feelings that kept us going on and on and on......

thank you for everything that you've done for me,the patience u showed me,the courage that you gave me,the srength you passed me,the memories you gave me,the countless times you reassured me,and the undying and unlimited love that you showered me..i love you dear and i'm missing you very much even though i dont mention it.i love you dear,always and forever..

p/s:i'm off to the farm to work this thursday.cows,vegetable,insects,the sun and the heat,and the soils will be my new best frens..

inconsolable

2007-11-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

i'm really sorry for the long long layoff from upadting this crappy blog.i'm really sorry for those followers of poolerbuoy.blogspot and i'm really sorry..the reason the updates hasn't been coming in is due to the fact that i;ve been really busy with all my assignments,presentations and all the mid sem tests and exams.in simpler terms?in 1 week=1 mcq test,2 assignments due,2 presentations all in a space of 5 days?thats how busy i was.

the otehr reason was due to the fact that i've lost then connectivity cable for this trusty phone of mine and because of that,i juz cant put up the photos from my phone and on to this blog.

so why suddenly i decided to psot sumthing today?is it cuz i'm finally free from all the uni crappy stuffs and shit?wrong..did i finally found my cable?wrong again..i was watching this video from youtube and then i cam across this video by(WARNING:MIGHT BE CONSIDERED GAY TO CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS THAT HATES BOYBAND AND CONSIDERS THEM GAY.IF U HAPPEN TO FALL IN THIS PARTICULAR CATEGORY,PLZ GET OUT OF www.poolerbuoy.blogspot.com) the backstreet boys.they recently came out with a new song and i find it quite interesting...i duno about u guys.call me gay(my gf would certainly testify against that),call me pussy(perform a body check on me if u please),call me sissy(i've got no comment on that) but i juz find a liking to this song..so guys,enjoy..

"...Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable.."

p/s:i'm gonna be home soon...soon... =)

the sentimental one

2007-09-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to be studying for my upcoming exam this friday,but i juz can;t seem to concentrate..btw,i'm in uni..yup!studying in uni's abacus lab..lolz..its a 24 hours lab btw..so anyway,an hour plus into studyin,my mind started to wander and im sitting in front of the computer..and with an totally empty mind,i opened microsoft word and simply started typing stuffs..the result?

"My whole life, it seems
I've spent only waiting
For the perfect woman
My mind's always painting

I've searched and searched
But the end's all alike
I'll go to bed empty
Sleep alone for the night

Suddenly, my hopes grow limp
My portrait fades to bland
I realize that my search must end
There is no perfect woman

But you proved me wrong
You showed me what's right
And handed back that paintbrush
To paint again tonight

But there is no need to paint
My work is nearly done
Because of her the colors returned
The light of love has won

My whole life of waiting
Has someone to end my strife
My dream has been accomplished:
The portrait came to life"

those who know me might feel that this isnt mine..but well,it aint mine alrite..it came from my mind..and to whom its dedicated to?i guess,thats a question that doesnt need answering..

have a nice day ppl..

p/s:you taught me how to love,but i'm glad that u never taught me how to stop and everything that i understood,i understand it cuz i love and being love. =)

studying

2007-09-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

i love this picture..doesn't it shows the truth when we seem to be studying?some may agree some may not,but for me..i definitely agree!! =)

*courtesy of desmond*

p/s:stil missing u much..muacks.. =)

*the update(the long awaited version)

2007-09-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys..sorry i've been going M.I.A this past few months with no updates on my blog..i'm really sorry but things has been going very very busy for me this few days(or rather months)..sorry peeps..

well,life's good here..everything's ok..summer's approaching,winter's leaving,and so is the exams and the assignments dateline..btw,juz a lil small update,got a job,got hurt in the process,went to the beach for the 1st time since i got here,am really broke and best of all,missing my dear..

well,if i were to put it in words,it would take thousands and thousands of words(maybe hundreds of thousands) and those who knows me well,theywould know that i ain't that hardworking,am i?since they say that pictures paint a thousand words,we shall let it be alrite?

Images From Perth

Ever tried playing soccer in a big field in M'sia at 3pm in the afternoon?i might try that when i get back..anybody wanna tag along?

thats me..tell me if i'm wrong..am i getting better looking or its just me??juz kidding.. =)

A corvette i saw..

At the Cannington Dog-race stadium..

The three housemates;adrian,sean,clement..

Perth road is so clear that u can juz cam whore while lying on the road..try doing that in Heritage Rd at 3am?

A nite view of the city from Harbour Town(shopping centre)

A cute adorable puppy saw at the Pet Shop..

A nite view from the esplanade busport

The stamp for Rise..a clubbing place in North Bridge

Do u know that u can juz have a riot and its legal?You will even have police escort..wat bout that?try doing that in M'sia?ur a dead meat.!

A pint of Hoegaarden beer.Lily,i heard ur dying for it??

A lakeview on the bus on the way to work..

My work place.Garden City

BB boo,remember the pigeons i told u about?=)..

The MU official sweater..cool huh?

Check out this number plate i saw..damn nice wei!!

Louis Vuitton

This is a Hummer,every1 knows that..

This is the long body of a limo,every1 can see that...

wat do you get when u add both?

this..

and this.. =)

A fan cheong(in cantonese) holding a cheong(againin cantonese)

Sean n Shook Yee..

oh btw,during the weekends the housemates(sean,clement,me,shook yee except johann and ken)took a ride to Cottesloe

here are the pictures..

the beach upon arrival..

another on the beach..

Thats Shook Yee and Wan Rou(sorry i duno how to spell)

and yours truly..

Thats the four of them(Clement,Shook Yee,Wan Rou,Sean) and behind them in an unknown building in the middle of the beach..

Thats the Poserbuoy..

Thats the four of them washing their feet..

and thats ketod chin(internal joke) and shook yee..

The male version of Titanic: The Brokeback that sunk the ship..

I Believe I Can Fly

The Three Hunks..

and the back view..

Somehow or rather,i feel i got better looking..wtf!

Sean and Wan Rou..her feet was dirty and she didnt wanna dirty her heels with the sands on the feet.

We stil managed to stop for a pose b4 adjourning to the ice cream shop..

Pose #2

The pig and his ice cream,and yes...its still winter..

Wan Roe and hers..

The Three buddies..

The final pic of the beach b4 the bye bye..

and now,as they say..u always save the best for last..and these are the best..

thats the latest photo i have of me..how do i look??

The person that holds my heart

and the one that i miss the most..

dear,i juz wish i could be back there in ur arms,right where i belong..i've been missing u very very much and i juz cant seem to stop thinking of u..thank u for the sunshine that u sent me..and i hope there's more coming on the way..hahhaha..missing u bb..

one of the moments i miss spending with you..loving u always..

ok guys..to those whom has been pestering for an update,here it is..thats the best i can do since i got really lazy..enjoy it..and for the next update?dun ask..u dun wanna know..bye bye!!

p/s:have a nice day..

the journey into the unknown land..

2007-07-22T11:42:00.000+08:00

its been 3 days since i arrived in perth.things have been pretty good i must say..sean's taking care of me pretty while,and his housemates are kinda nice ppl as well..

arriving on thursday,i left with a heart as heavy as the earth itself.the fact that i'm leaving my loved one behind,it was sumthing i didnt and wouldnt do in a million years.yet,for the sake of my future,i had too..leaving klia at 9.30 am,the plane was delayed for bout an hour b4 we finally depart.it was bye bye kl for me..the long long flight was boring but luckily i had sum on board entertainment to keep me at bay..i got to watch disturbia on show that has yet to be shown in cinemas..lolz..it was great..watch it ppl!

i had to wait for about 30 minutes b4 i could collect my luggage and then spent about an hour in the immigration/customs cuz they were searcing my bags and all.wtf!!do i look like sum drug dealer to u?!?!??!!fuck man!but luckily the officer was a nice person and was talking to me bout staying here and how's perth all about..nice bloke.

sean picked me up and then adjourned to his house where i met up wif desmond and the rest of sean's housemate.,at nite we went to vic park for diner at this place called "makan2".a place opened by asians for asians..trust me.the food portion here is so huge that my goal to lose weight has juz gone in to smokes..one plate of fried rice can feed derek & me but we will be so full we can walk..being the kiasu and cheapo(that blardy plate of rice cost me $7.80) that i am,i finished the entire thing myself..after that we adjourned to one of the most happening place in perth-the Burswod Casino..!!lolzz..that place was fucking pack and it was filled wif hot chicks(dun worry bb..i still love u and prefer u over them..muacks..)

stayed there till bout 3 b4 picking sean's housemate from work.we went back after that..

on friday morning, went to uni to re-enrolled but it was closed.alas,it was 5 pm..hahaa.and over here,the latest they open is 5.al shops i meant.and then we took the bus from uni to vic park again cuz sean needed to settle his stuffs at the bank..i cant set up a bank account cuz i forgotten my passport..stupid me..anyway,after that went to the city to meet up wif desmond and then walk around the city..lolz.it was fun,there was street entertainer all the time.so yea.its fun..

after that we went back home and then about 1+ went to a bar in the city wif a few of other frens and ppl i dun know..drink abit less than half a cup fo chivas and im done..after they had a session at the house where i spent the nite sleepin on the sofa which was pretty much comfortable..

woke up on a saturday and then rowena(sean's housemate) took me for abit of grocery shopping..which was fun..hahahhaa...

and then stayed home the entire nite..and now the next day here i am blogging again..
thats my life here..after this i'm heading to an autosalon in the tech centre for fun.yup!its a car show..dun worry mmec..no matter how good they are,they cant be better than us rite??pic for this show will be up the moment i get back.. =)

the boys and me =)...missing u guys too!

the family

a special note for the special loved one:
dear bb,
life has been empty without you next to me..i was so used to u being around me,with me,beside me wherever i go..without u here,i can only use my imagination and re-use the feeling i always ahd whenever ur wif me..since the day i set foot here,my mind had nothing in it except u..all i can think of is u and nothing else.

everywhere i go,everything i do,i wished u were right here wif me..every corner of the street that i go,every footstep i took,everything and everywhere i go,i see u,and i feel u rite here next to me..

i miss ur hugs and kisses that warms my cold body and heart..i miss ur smile that brightens up my day no matter wat happens,i miss ur beautiful eyes that keeps me seeing stars over and over again..b,i love u and i cant stop thinking of u..i really wished u over here wif me cuz i relly need u here & i cant imagine life without u next to me.i miss u bb,i miss u terribly..how i wished i was back there wif u huggin u...i miss u my love...

i need u

have faith in me that when i come back,i'll stil be the same person and stil love u..i love u and i thank god ur mine..i cant ask for more off u..i love u and thanks for loving me.i love u..thank u bb.

i miss you..

p/s: i stil cant stop tearing whenever i think of u.love u my love...missing u..

and i love you for who u are..

the beautiful month(continuation)*

2007-06-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

the previous post with the same title was written b4 we both met up to celebrate our 1st month anniversary..many might think that 1 month anniversary isnt sumthing big to shout about but to us,its a totally different story..wats different?for the guys,put urself in my shoes and for the girls,put urself in hers..u'll understand why..(hint:i'll be leaving for aust. soon.reall soon..)

wat did we do?we first met up in the evening when i took her for dinner at dome together wif my aunt and parents..b4 that,i act ordered a bouquet of roses for her(light pink in colour)..she loved it and i love the fact that she;s happy wif it...we went for a movie after dinner;fantastic 4:rise of the silver surfer;which was act a great show compared to the previous version...i enjoyed it..but i enjoy looking at her thruout the movie.. ;P

after that we adjourned to williams where we had a very "wonderful" pasta,milo and ribena..all for 20 bucks!shud have gone to murni..fuck man!!!there goes my twenty bucks up up into the skies..=/

bb,like i said earlier,its been a wonderful one month and wif time passing so quickly,i wish i could have longer time to spend here..i am sure gonna miss u around when i'm there but Bb,rest assured that no matter how far the both of us may be,we will never be separated..like i said,my heart is with u and it will always remain there..

love u loads Bb...happy anniversary.. =)

*couple of the year??* =)

*the beauty of my life,the lady i meant!!*

*isn't she sweet??she's mine btw..hands off!!* xP

*this was sumthing i got for hers ages ago but forgotten to post..cupcakes and tiramisu from miss read for her..my gf makes better tiramisu!serious!!no jokes!!

p/s:i'm sorry =)

*the beautiful month**

2007-06-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

its been a month since we both got together,and for me to tell u how wonderful and special it has been,i juz cant..words cant describe how i felt and how much i loved
every single moment of it..

may 21st,it happened..one month passed,we are stil so into each other..lolzz...i know...its damn emo but stil,thats the way it is..

for someone to love me,it would take a whole lot of courage and also patience(keshy would certainly agree to that..)..and she has taken it up..so far,i cant find a single thing to complain..thank god for sending her from up above and thanks B...for being my everything..my angel,my special one,my love,caring for me when i needed u,being there when i needed someone to talk and listen to,help me out when i was down and keep me going strong when i was weak..

its the best one month i ever had..*enuff said*

love u B..thanx for everything and the greatest one month.. =)

*some pictures to give ur eyes a good time.. =)*

*the first pic that we took together.. =)*before things happened*

autofiesta v.3

*an angel sent from heaven*

*thats her thats herr!!!* =)

*the first pic that we took together.. =)*after it happened*

*bb,remember the caramel pudding?? =)*

*a beautiful bouquet*

*for the 1st time in my life i'm actually drying my gf's hair.i dun even bother bout mine.. lol..*

*the hands that shall never be separated;in our hearts,minds,soul*

*in my car*

on the way going sumwhere..

*queuing up for "men in white*stooopid show*"*

*sweeeeeeetttt =)*

*lecka lecka =)*

swim time!!!!

*after swim in the clubhouse*

*stress but still can smile =) love u loads..*

*everybody go "awwwwwwww*smile*"*

*awwwwww..sweetness!!!*

*cutie pie..lolz..*she's so gonna murder me.. xP*

*cuddling up*

*in her house*

*my favourite picture of all!*

*the sweetest thing* =)

the end =)..thanx for enjoying the show.. =)
love u loads B...

p/s:to those who ar wondering why are there more pictures than words,its because pictures paint a thousand words.. =)

Pp/s:the best one month of my life =)

exams update

2007-06-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

1st up: Finance 201
-i thought it would be a bitch,but it was a cruise instead..thanx to all those ppl whom taught me everything i needed to know..

2nd-ly: Econs(Market) 203
-this i thought was the bitch of all paper..how was i to know ecotech was even worst..

3rd:Stats 101
-this paper,thanx to some last minute studying,to thee khye,ing ing(i hope i spell it rite..?),jason and alan,i managed to breeze thru it =)

4th up tomoro: Ecotech 201
-preparing for it was a bitch,imagine sitting for it..

fuck exams..all we need is less of exams,more of assignments and lotsa love..especially from my baby..love u B..muacks..

juz for memories..

this is us..

and us again.. (awwww..so sweet =) )

and juz us.. =)

its time for my pics to appear then..juz in case u ppl here missed having me around,i hope looking at my picture would be sufficient

me for the finale..=)

updates

2007-06-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

i juz realised that i havent been updating my blog for more than amonth now..dun blame me..i've been busy preparing for my exams..I'M SERIOUS!!doubt me??ok fine!!yes i admit..i've been spending time wif my beloved charzylicious.. =)

things are getting sweeter n more beautiful for us..without us realising,its been almost a month now..and from the way the both of us feel,we feel like we;ve been together for ages..its gonna be exactly a month from now that i'll be leaving here to further my studies down under..to be exact,Perth Australia.

exams so far has been a bitch..finance i shud breeze thru it,but for econs(market) i think the only way for me to pass that blardy paper is that it sumhow lose itself sumwhere and i'll be given a pass due to the guilty feeling that the examiner has.. =)

so far,visa checked.medical stil waiting,luggages stil not bought yet,let alone attires and stuffs..accomodation,stil pending..god!!i so am nto ready to leave..

i'm gonna miss these places,despite all the shits and bitching i've been saying bout it,i'm stil gonna miss it anyhow..the ppl here,the place,the environment,and most importantly,my bunch of MMEC brothers,those ppl in coll whom i have had much sweet memories with,Rack Cafe,the ppl there,my pool buddies,my family here..and not forgetting,my special one,charlotte..

baby,thanx for making my time here a beautiful and sweet one..god knows wat i would have done without u and god knows,where i would be..cuz of u i soared higher into the skies,i'm stronger than who i thought i really was,believe in myself more than i ever did and became a better person that i thought i would..

thanx for everything...thanx for being here in my now beautiful life..love u B..thanx for everything.. =)

bb,watch till its done(refer to above graphics)..loving u more and more each day..love u B..missing u loads.. =)

happily loving

2007-06-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

its been weeks since we got together,and things seems to be going stronger for the both of us..time spent wif her although short,it has been memorable and beautiful..time thats left for the both of us to spend b4 i leave for perth seems to be getting shorter and shorter but like i promised her,every moment will be more memorable the the previous..

we went for a movie on friday night..caught up wif orlando bloom,johnny depp and also keira knightly in cineleisure..her sis was supposed to join us but she had other plans in mystique.anyway,it was fun,the movie i meant,so did the company i had thru out the entire movie..out of ten?i'll give it 8.5..a 3 hours movie is juz too long and too hard to handle..

she's rite now in genting catching the sally yeh concert..to be precise,sitting in starbucks wif her sis sipping down her caramel hot chocolate..even though i've been msg and calling her the entire day,my mind juz cant seem to put her aside..i guess,thats wat love is all about..

i remember a saying that goes,i came i saw i conquered..same goes here for her..she came,she saw,and she conquered..thanx for finding me..can never imagine life without you..ur amazing and truly one in a million..love you loads..!!

the special,loving angel of mine =) loving u always..

the reason for love

2007-05-30T10:13:00.000+08:00

as some has known,i'm currently attached.not only attached but happily in love as well.to those who doesnt know,i'm sorry but not many does either.didnt really wanna go public bout this relationship till now as i felt the time has come to finally announce to the entire world that,i'm happily in love!

barely months knowing each other,it never crossed my mind that something were to happen between me n her.but then,god seems to have something in mind for the both of us.and along the way,it juz strikes us.we got together.time for us to spend with each other wont be long,given the fact that i'll be leaving for perth soon,but we both agreed that we will make this relationship happen and things to work out as we both are happy with the things are going now..

who is she?here she is,by the name of charlotte and by the nick of charzylicious,my heaven,paradise,guardian angel and best of all,my love..

here is a lil' sumthing for her..

*thanx for supporting me in all ways possible,in watever i decide to do..

*thanx for being there for me when i neeeded someone to talk to..

*thanx for never being mad wif me whenever i did something wrong..

*thanx for caring for me more than u care for yourself..

*thanx for showering me with all the love you have..

*thanx for allowing me to care for you..

*thanx for the hugs that keeps me warm and loved..

*thanx for all those motivating words that keeps me going when the going gets tough..

*thanx for being my angel..

*and lastly,thanx for giving me the chance to love you and cherish u with all i can..

having you in my life completes me,and covers all the missing pieces that i've been searching for all this while.ur support for me means everything,ur patience,your never ending care and love,the feeling of security and warmness that you showered me with can never be replaced by anyone..

not ashamed to say that,i've finally found you and i juz cant stop loving you..love you..will be missing you the moment i board the plane to perth.but till that moment arrives,lets make our remaining moments here a beautiful memorable one..

p/s:cant stop loving you.. =)..thank god for sending me an angel from above.. =)

notifications

2007-05-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

*there shall be no updates on poolerbuoy.blogspot.com until the author of the blog has receives images of the recently happened autofiesta v.3. any inconviniences is fully intentional.the author shall not be responsible or liable for any incidents that this particular post will cause..till then,god bless =)*

the milestone

2007-05-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

without realising it,in just less than 2 months putting that blog counter thingy in my blog,i've hit the 1000 visitor mark.not bad.i doubted it will even reach 500 at first but then again,life is just full of surprises,aint it?lolz..

anyway,had a roadtrip to HELP coll and also KDU and not forgertting TOC(The Otomotif College) to distribute flyers and posters to promote autofiesta which is exactly 4 days from now.omg!its fucking near.how fast 5 months can juz past like that!five months back we were sitting in room 1.22 sitting getting to know each other and trying to figure out how autofiesta v.3 is going to be..fast forward time to 5 months after that u will see me now blogging bout how fast that event is going to happen..haiz..

so anyway went to help coll,bored and freaking long.i shall elaborate no further.all i can say is that if u want to lose weight fast,all u can do is walk from 1 end of help institute to the other end of it for a few times a day,4 days a week,i bet u'll lose weight faster than using all those diet supplement!god those chicks there are god damned f****** hot+pretty+chun+beautiful+"well" dressed=perfecto!!!no wonder many guys wanna enrol in HELP!i shud have done the same i guess..

did i tell u that HELP institute only uses apple as their computer in the lab?

so anyway,it was then going to KDU.KDU chicks are good but HELP is the best.KDU obviously needs "HELP" in that from HELP institute.lolz..spent a while there b4 heading back to coll to picked justin derek up to go meet Naza Two Wheels Division a.k.a Bikers' Dreams!its no wonder they are called that.u wanna see some real superbikes?get down there.but dunt bother talking to those personnel there.their nose is so high that they juz cant stop looking up to the sky and not to u.they sound so arrogant that u juz wished u could juz slap them on their faces.arrrghhhH!!!!!

but anyway.meeting ended fast so justin and i went around their auto mall to look around..god!those cars there are so beautiful and jaw-dropping that u can juz reach orgasm looking at them,yet alone driving them!!fuck!a BMW M6 Coupe will cost u not much,ONLY a mere RM 999,899.00!!CHEAP huh!?!?!?!kesh!if ur reading this,lets get that as our official MMEC car,shall we?*grins*

The SLR McLaren that was on show in Naza Mall!

so anyway we went back to coll and started to work things out to build the ramps for the cars for this saturday's event.while working kesh got a call from 7th gear Sdn Bhd!check out their website and watch their flash!its damn good.they can be found here.they drove a red Audi.!f***!that car is phenomenal!spotting a 19 inch rims,it also has a turbo-charged V7 engine!that car is damn powerfuk man!but anyway,they are confiming their participation and will be bringing in more Audi and also Volks Gti!damn!i cant wait for their cars to come in!

7th Gear's Audi engine!

the engine's pic upclose!

and btw,ever heard of K.K. Lau b4?it seems he's bringing in a Hummer!!!damn on man!!shit!autofiesta is really gonna live up to its name!it will be a FIESTA!!guys and girls!come for the show!u wont regret a single bit!i promise u!

anyway,i'm done for today.i guess i;'ve had enuff bloggin and now its time to hit the beds!adios guys and plz plz plz,check out our autofiesta v.3 official website here.thanx ppl!

during mother's day celebration;superalvin,poolerbuoy,and combustication freak

crash-ed

2007-05-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

juz a lil sumthing i saw from a fren of mine.in his frenster page.this pic is sumthing that shall embarrass the entire police force in m'sia.hows that?take a look below..

hows that to picture the PDRM?good eii??

on the other hand,i had this new fella in my blog,a.k.a mr/miss xxx..which i would label mr/ms pussy head cuz he/she it seems hasnt the guts to comment in teh chatbox using his/her real name.so yea,i guess a lil controversy lover(referring to pussyhead) in my blog will juz spice things up a bit..

autofiesta's coming round.in exactly 6 days plus plus(correct at the time of blogging..).stress are beginning to pile,works seems to be getting no lesser,amount of time reducing,but the anticipation level juz gets higher..i'm actually enjoying every single moment of this.like yesterday,kesh,lily,wue dak and i act made a trip to Bukit Jalil to meet up wif an exhibitors of ours whom was participating in a drift event happening there.the cars were fabulous.we even bumped into tengkuk djan(world's top 3 drifter) there.he confirmed that he'll be bringing his lotus to our show juz to spice up the event..xandria ooi's is almsot sure of becoming one of the judges for our GT Queen Cover Girl Search..other than that,things are going juz fine..i think it shud..i cant wait for it to come and be over with..god bless us..the t-shirts look cool.!man!i cant believe i'm act getting that..photos from the drift event and also ur F1 shirt will be up the moment i get them..

till then adios.. =)

public listed

2007-05-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

i was trying hard to consider to privatizing my blog after all those invasion by the unknowns,but after a few consideration here and there,i juz decided not to..so yea..this blog will remain the way it was..

juz a lil updates now..

the grease casts act had a "reunion" dinner together wif our SAO ppl and also our eddy where we had dinner in a vegetarian restaurant.put away all those grumblings and rantings,the food was quite good in a way or two.so it was great.had a birthday celebration for anita(28),arthur(23) and karen(21)

included are some random pics that i have.. =) enjoy..god bless and have a nice day

yours truly a.k.a pool3rbuoy

superalvin & pool3rbuoy

once again,yours truly a.k.a pool3rbuoy

the "woMAN"

elliot yamin

2007-05-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

remember i had a post earlier where i included a link to elliot yamin's song,wait for you?the reason i included the link was becuz the code which will enable me to have that video ON my blog was not provided upon requested by the particular person that put that video on youtube.

so now that its given,i decided to put it on my blog..here it is..

enjoy it alrite?i sure did.

a time that i miss..really wished it could happen once again..

p/s:sick of this life..i juz wanna fly away,leave and forget about everything else that has happened here..i juz wanna leave it all behind..god forgive me..

pp/s:you ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me?The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you..

stormy heart

2007-05-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

i'm not in a bad mood.not in a mood to post anything.to whoever it is that i know,or readers of this blog,if ur someone i know,plz whenever u put anything on my c-box plz put ur name.there's nothing wrong with it,unless u have something fishy..i'm pretty much sick and tired of ppl coming in wif stupid names like "who" or rather "xxx" or all those kinda bullshit.

so as of 13th may 2007,my c-box(*most definitely),and my blog(most probably) will be privatized.i've had enuff of anonymous spamming my c-box wif stupid,meaningless msgs.thus,to those i feel suiting readers of poolerbuoy.blogspot.com,i'll send u an invitation..

have a great day,same to u to "xxx"

wanna learn a new language?

2007-05-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

i was browsing thru the profile of my fren on frenster when one of his display pic act caught my eyes.being the malaysian that i am,i viewed it and wahlah(!!) i came across sumthing that most of my non chinese(and also my non chinese speaking chinese frens) would be interested of..a wiseman(god knows who) once said that to learn a new language,u need to 1stly learn the bad words..

Wikipedia provides such services.who say net surfing isnt educational?dont get wat i mean?try clicking here and u'll get wat i mean..its good,for those whom has been dying to learn chinese and wat those certain words mean.

for those chinese speaking ppl,fear not.wikipedia also has the thing for you.try here.it will make u further understand the definition of the words you use in almost every sentence that comes outta ur mouth.

so i hope it helps..dun bother thanking me..its alrite..god bless u ppl..take care!!

here's a lil' sumthing for every1 out there..

"ronan keating feat. kate rusby-all over again.."

juz another update

2007-05-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

heya..its been long long time since u last updated again..sigghhhh!there's just too many things happening rite now and i juuz cant put my mind stuck on one thing..it juz seem to be wandering around as it likes to...

i juz came back from the Guinness Asian 9-ball Pool selection..was in bali and i went..sorry kesh..i sorta defied ur orders..but anyway,it went quite ok..really dun wanna talk bout it..wat has happened to me since my last update?literally nothing but pool pool pool..i wanna drink,get drunk wasted and forget everything..

god bless me... =)

a few lines from elliot yamin's new song-i'll wait for you

"So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you"

click here to view the video..the song's great..

p/s:yang,the song's specially for u.. =)

just some random photos i came across.. =)

parking for germans only.. =)

English only in Hilton hotel!not bad!!!and most of their staffs are malay!wow!!!impressive

and we only think there are only two types of cock in this world.. =)

the update

2007-04-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

heya dear readers.hows things lately.i juz wanna apologize for not having any updates on this particular blog of mine.been really and pretty much busy wif stuffs going on rite now and juz cant find the free time to update..in other words,i'm juz plain lazy..

well,had my prom,and also my grease rehearsal and musical performance on that nite.it went well,i felt.not only me but even joseph loved it.oh!to those who duno who joseph is,he's our metropolitan coll principal.guess wat,the prom even had two table of media joining us and we really hipe that good reviews will soon be coming our way.a special thanx to anita,shah,eddy, and oso yee yee for all ur supposrt thru out the entire journey that we had..i juz cant believe that 4 months passed on juz like that..how fast is that..hahaha..photos unfortunately for me,that nite i totally forgotten my camera.haizzz..damn stupid of me..hahaha.so i had to rely on others to take my photos..heres a few to show.i'll try to get the rest from tohers though.this is juz wat i have in my phone..

MC Slyde and i

thats stevie G

April and i at the after party in Uncle Chilli's

guys,remember i used to have a post on how we shud love other ppl,angelina jolie part?i came across this song that my brother had on his phone and i thought it kinda suited my post.its a song by sarah connor and its titled love is color blind.here it is..

"it don't matter if you're black
white, or yellow, if you're brown or red
let's get down to that
love is color blind
you're my brother, you're my friend
all that matters in the very end
it's to understand
love is color blind"

enjoy it will yea??btw,next big project is autofiesta which is approx. 19 days away.so guys,lets work on full blast now shall we?its going to be on the history books!mark my words!

men at work

2007-04-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

dear readers,

there shall be no updates until end of next week due to the fact that the blogger has exams,MMEC work,Grease,and so many other stuffs to do..so kindly wait for the next update plz.thanx alot and to those having exams all the best..

p/s:i am on the verge of pulling a gun to shoot myself to death!my inspiration?Virginia Tech..makes any sense?? =)

fallinf in love

2007-04-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

dedicated to someone i know that has stolen my heart away,and stil awaiting the day that she'll return it to me..not a broken one but a whole hearted one.

"when i held your hands,the tenderness felt was more than enuff to take my breath away.i cherish your innocense,that every moment that i see u in despair,i cry silently to myself.i'm just afraid of falling in love with you,but i'm afraid that i can hold on no longer.thinking of you just make things harder for me,and i just can't help falling in love with you."

p/s:dear readers,i'm off to the kiasu city from thursday onwards and will be back only on monday morning.drop me a note and i'll reply when i'm back.till then,sayonara.. =)

KL Tower Speed Zone Rave Party 2007

2007-04-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

the title speaks for itself.great atmosphere and the tickets were sold out by 8 pm.wat do u think..esther,i wanna really thank u for getting us the three complimentary tickets.really owe u 1 big time! =)

so anyway,jason,andy and i was supposed to go to KL tower wif few of jason's other frens.unfortunately,esther called us saying that the tickets was already sold out..we were already within distance of kl tower when we heard that news..so imagine how heart breaking it was for us..*speechless*

upon arrival,it was like a fiesta.musics were blasted at maximum peak,ppl shuffling around,great hot chicks were no where to be seen,those whom were a "lil frenly around the waist and stomach,arms and also thighs" wearing clothes that was meant for ppl wif great hot bodies was around,and so basically it came to a conclusion that we are here..in lala land! =)

the music great however.joey g,d-formation,marco-V,and also another japanese dj which made every1 went mad..this is one of the best party ever..glad i made it here..

a view from the inside.thats marco-V performing

the ferrari car on display.no wonder they couldnt win the Sepang race..haiz..

the speedzone armband

tickets sold out =)

the banner

next upcoming rave party,i'm so gonna get my tickets b4 hand..anybody wanna tag along?? =)

the idiot (continuation episode from bubblez)

2007-04-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

this post is actually a revenge post from the idiot post from bubblez blog

ever wondered wats the definition of idiot when everyday ppl seems to be running around calling their frens that very "idiot" word?according to dictionary.com,an idiot is defined as... click here.

thats according to dictionary.com though.my definition is definitely as simple as hers..wat is it?just like her,juz the opposite...my definition of idiot...(scroll down)

ladies and gentlemen,meet kelly a.k.a kelson a.k.a one legged shihtzu or rather one legged kelly on my blog..there u go..L&G,meet miss kelson!

this is kelson...ooppps!sorry.i meant kelly =)

wat makes her an idiot?there has always been a saying that it takes one to know another.if this is a person that can go around labelling every1 she sees and idiot,according to the saying,wold that make her one?u be the judge..

picture number 2 of idiot kelson

and the next photo is a lil disturbing..a monster wif ugly painted nails..

and ever wondered if batman has a faithful sidekick in robin,would miss kelson here have one?of couz she would..this would be in the ever pretty,garang-faced,nice,"sweet" miss belle...

miss belle

i'm done here..*fullstop* =)

Romeo and Juliet

2007-04-08T04:28:00.000+08:00

i cam across this song when a fren of mine passed me some songs from his phone to mine for me to listen juz in case i get bored and there's nothing for me to do..i managed to get the full song and however seemed to like it..

its a chinese song btw..this is sumthing random..thats it..

p/s:a review of next post- KL Tower Speed Zone Rave Party 2007 =)

MMEC Ipoh Convoy Trip March '07 2007

2007-04-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

the best convoy trip ever had!!!3 words:AWESOME,PERFECT & DA BOMB.it was a trip well planned by the MMEC boyz once again.although there were a lot of last minute FFK,but stil we were good enuff to go.!it was damn good!as in really good!fuck kl convoy,this is the best convoy ever done.4 cars made the journey btw..

day 1:
we were supposed to meet in coll at 8.30 but being the malaysian that we all are,we only started journey at around 10.4 cars were there.Edmund's honda EK,eddy's honda duno wat model,lily's Merc and Derek's perdana.we first made our way to ipoh...tapah act cuz derek unfortunately dont know how to read the petrol meter..idiot!!hhahahhahahaha...so anyway we managed to reach tapah around 3, and then went all the way to gua tempurung for sum time wasting adventurous climbing..hahaha.lunch was fun.especially my ever beloved president and also derek.derek,hows falling off the chair?fun?? =)

the convoy cars
the boyzz
edmund's fast and furious EK in action!
lily and her sign language
the candid shot
me & seet
awwww...the love birds.. =P
derek and elena wif the mountain of rice(before)
the after effect
after eating the rice,derek decided to re-act humpty dumpty
my ever childish immatured president
the gang at lunch

at gua tempurung we really had fun,if only we had escalators or rather elevators to help us climb all those stupid steps..the caves was amazing together wif the different kind of stone shapes and sizes..ever thought that u could see a crocodile or rather a humongous butterfly in a cave?go check gua tempurung.u'll have fun there.. =) the only downpoint of that trip was that we couldnt do the wet package.i heard it was fun..i wanna go back there..b4 i do so,its time to hit the gym.. =)

"Gua Tempurunglily and i outside gua tempurung
the guys ouotside gua tempurung
stoopid poser..get off the picture!
another poser *sweatness*
loving couple #1
loving couple #2the ever loving couple #3..oopppss!!
view of outside from inside the cave
the gang inside
view in the cave
another view inside the cave(sperm-y!!)
sharyl and i
the gang outside gua tempurung
wat do you get when a "grandfather" tells a story?add them up and u'll get "grandfather story!" =)
Derek!plz behave!got underage ppl around u lei!
#1poser of the year =)

after gua tempurung we juz decided to go check into the hotel and the get a fucking good well deserved rest b4 dinner at keshy's.upon checking in,took shower and then got dressed for dinner..=)

on the way to the hotel,i spotted a place..second on the sign board..heaven for retards like keshy and me.. =)
i am SINGLE for the nite =).any takers =)
trying her very best to look good
the cool guys

at keshy's,dinner served was the best food in its category ever eaten..the food served was the bomb.i had myself 2 huge helping b4 calling it quits..not forgetting keshy's mum dessert..that was ultimate.i didnt have the photo of that dessert though.i can stil imagine how it tastes like.. =P kesh's dad was generous enuff to open a few bottle of whiskey for us..that however wasnt gonna stop us from getting our asses to rum jungle.then over there,while house touring,bump into several things that i bet many would never has seen and wanna see..ever thought how kesh looked like in secondary skool?and i mean with hair and not the bald,shining head,and how bout kesh when he was jus adolescence?wanna have a sneak preview?

the guys at the dinner
the hosts
the guys after dinner
we had to finish 3 bottles of this
the lovely couple
the host part 2

after several hours of eating,drinking,stoning,laughing and everything at kesh place,we decided to leave and head on to the hotel to get ready for rum jungle =)..lil,matthew,derek,and elena decided to not go and wanted to recharge for the next day..so it was the few of us that left for rum jungle;kesh,chandra,eddy,benson,sharylynna,edmund,me,kesh two cousins,seet and aidi decided to go club at rum jungle.outside was cool..but overall,dunt ask.i'm juz to lazy to explain..=(

the gang after dinner,b4 rum jungle
Rum Jungle Ipoh!!!
lets play.."SPOT THE DRUNKARD!!" =)
the handsome and the hot boyz
everyone say "cheeeeseeee"
a very very very high+tipsy +drunk Seet harassing every1
"SPOT THE DRUNKARD PART 2"

we all had hangover and reached back at the hotel only at 4..was too tired and juz slept non stop..till the next morning..

waking up in the morning was checking up time and the day to bid goodbye to ipoh..decided to juz head down to the town to have some chicken rice.how it tasted?it was only two opinion:1)either we were too hungry or 2)it tasted damn good..?i personally would go for option #2..=)all of us juz sat down quietly and juz swallowed everything we had on the table..we were hungry,cant blame us =)here's sum pic on the restaurant and some random place that sells a whole lot of different biscuits.weird huh?? =)

the only person who's stil very sane after a night long on booze..
it says,"if i could rearrange the alphabets,i'd put u n i together.."
the stoning session
a very stoned man..
the place where we had our chicken rice (mouth watering)
the aunty and uncle selling chicken rice
my table filled wif hungry ppl waiting for food
any takers for pig biscuits?miracole,the biscuit look as good as u =)
the biscuits on display

we kinda decided to stop by cameron a moment for some exciting journey and also to avoid the jam on the highway.went to some strawberry farm,visited some tea plantation(where keshy finally felt like home!!and also on top of the world!!) had some great steamboat,met some Jedi SINGH(INTERNAL JOKE) and also drove round and round up before coming back down juz to get ourselves stuck in the jam for 7 blardy hours!!thats 7 blardy hours!!one could have juz gone all the way down from KL to johor bahru and back to KL again man!!

parting ways-and the famous "goodbye" sign language as shown by mr. seet
halfway up to cameron
the view from halfway up
benson,sharylynna and me =)
the farms in cameron
the cameron tea plantation-the place where they say have very nice scones =P
the two stil very much stoned ppl
a remake of 300 the movie.spartan keshy running to the top of the plantation to conquer it
"Spartans!i stil have the stamina to do this!!"
he finally found paradise =)
benson and keshy
elena,derek,and keshy
eddy,chandra,keshy
keshy & sharylynna
sleeping beauty?? *no comment*
the steamboat on cameron!sexy!!!
Derek!!behave urself!omg!!group photo btw..
the three musketeers
the boiling pot of food!delicious!
the eating beauty??
did i mentioned we saw an indian chariot while having steamboat?
halfway there!!!
Edmund EK,sharylynna,benson and elena!
the president...
and the ever faithful sidekick!
remember i mentioned JEDI SINGH??here he is!!
upclose."i am your father!!" *zing zing zing*
keshy getting high on steamboat after meal
benson and i wif a 1942 mercedes.classis man!
keshy's turn!

overall,it was a trip well planned(other than the Malaysian timing we had to endure thru out the entire trip),well organised,fun,awesome and also a great one too..thanx chandra and eddy for making this trip a successful and good one(thanx for the eggs!!!and the blog post..!!!!)

p/s:sharylynna,if ur reading this,the previous post on the ipoh convoy had nothing to do wif me and i'm sorry if i caused u anything prob..hahaa..see u soon!in the next convoy.. =)

pp/s:dear sharylynna,above was the original msg..here is the edited version however.i APOLOGIZE since u wanted me to..that was an apology filled wif a loadz of sincerity,a lil bit of dissapointment and a pinch of anger.. =P
kesh,i apologize to u once again for those things i said..this is 100% sincerity from the bottom of my heart..*peace till i leave for Perth* =)

idiots

2007-04-03T01:55:00.000+08:00

i am so gonna kill those bastards that published the mmec convoy post..tho whoever it is,watch out..i'm having second thoughts on posting all those..i shall do the ultimate thing of posting every single photo i have..beware..

p/s:revenge at its best.. =)

what i would have done?

2007-03-27T11:39:00.000+08:00

every girl yearns and dreams for the perfect man to one day walk into her life and then love her just as much as she does for him.same goes for the man.many has had falied relationships,lasting as short as days and as long as eternity.those whom has failed have only one question on their mind.how to make a relationship last forever and till eternity?to me i believe in one thing and only this."eternity" and "forever" is just a word.nothing last forever just as nothing is perfect.

someone once told me that one must go through failure before beginning a journey of success.thus that made me believe it goes the same for love.failed relationships are just part and parcel of love and life itself.thus,nothing last forever my peeps.love is not about loving and be loved by a perfect person,but by loving an imperfect person perfectly.

given a chance,how would i love or rather show the person i love how much i feel for her?below are some of the things that i would do.and btw,those ideas below are not originally designed by yours truly.they are from a bulletin posted by one my my friends in frenster and edited and added some words in it.so yea.i'm not that smart or brilliant after all..those above are original though. =)

1.give her one of my t-shirts to sleep in

2.leave her cute text messages to make her smile because when she does,my heart does too.

3.kiss her in front of my friends to show her that i am not ashamed to be called a guy who loves his gf too much.

4.tell her she looks beautiful just as she always have been.

5.look into her eyes when i talk to her to remind myself of those beautiful eyes which made me fall in love with her.

6.just walk around with her to show her i'll always be by her side.

7.forgive her for her mistakes and hopes that she'll forgive me in return.

8.look at her like she`s the only girl i see because she IS the only girl in my eyes.

9.tickle her even when she says stop just to hear her laugh.

10.hold her hand when i'm around my friends.

11.when she starts swearing at me, tell her i love her.

12.let her fall asleep in my arms and show her that i'm always by her side to shower her with comfort,warmth and also love.

13.get her mad, then kiss her.

14.tease her and let her tease me back to show how stupid and funny we both could be.

15.stay up all night with her when she`s sick to let her know thta be it in times of happiness or sadness,i can and will always be by her side.

16.kiss her forehead.

17.give her the world in order to make her realise that she IS my one and only world.

18.write her letters just as wat romeo did for juliet.

19.let her know she`s important.

20.let her take all the photos she wants for memories sake of me as memories lasts forever.

21.when she`s sad or happy,i'll hang out with her just like always,to let her know in times of happiness or sadness,i'll be wif her all the way.

22.when its raining,i'll kiss her in the pouring rain.

23.when i fall in love with her,i'll tell her just that.

24.and when you tell her, love her like i`ve never loved anyone before.

25.i'll love her and no one else to let her know that she's the one and only in my heart.

there u have it.the things that i'll do for the one girl that i love.i wished i could list down more things than this but then i juz cant.all i can promise her is that i'll love her with all my heart and no one else above her.

p/s:i wish i could be your tear drops,for what more could anyone ask for than to be conceived in your heart,born in your eyes,live on your cheeks,and die on your lips.

DODGEtheBALL!!!!!!!

2007-03-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

victim's name:adrian low
victim's age: 20++
status:dead
time of dead: 7.15pm
place of dead:Metropolitan College Basketball Court
cause of death: dodging+hit by balls in a dodgeball game!

omfg!!i am so dead tired.took part in this dodgeball competition in coll.last minute thingy..well,not exactly last minute cuz i was informed b4 hand but got the day of the event mistaken.=P so without any attire,went scrambling all over coll for a pair of shorts.finally found 1.where?in the student affairs office of couz!the place where u can find just about anything under the sun(well,not everything but literally EVERYTHING!)

so then started playing and playing.by the end of game 1,i was like a guy whom juz completed a sex marathon of 100 straight girls(dream on kid!).by the time i was starting to play game 2,i was juz as weak as any other sissy ppl in coll..it was THAT BAD!trust me it was..

not bad for someone whom got hit in the face,suffered leg cramps IMMEDIATELY after the game,had abit of headache,realised i have a terrible stamina disorder and also face problem..not bad huh for a guy playing dodgeball for the 1st time in his entire life!anyone else wanna dodge wif me? =)

here's a lil sumthing for "who" on my c-box..and also to all those ppl out there reading this blog..here's the latest song hitting my head and mind rite now,a song by jordan knight and deborah gibson,titled "say goodbye"..oh ya,shakti if ur reading,here's for u too.. =)

title-less

2007-03-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

its just yet another untitled post.the only difference is the title of this post.i got kinda sick and tired of using the term untitled that i had to settle for this term.

anyway,came across something in coll.a rather sentimental love quote i got from benson's book of love.thanx benson.so i read it and it instantly made me realised how true it was..here's how it goes..read it with ur full attention.

"none of us has the power to make someone else love us.but we have the power to give away love and to love others.by doing so,we can change the kind of person we are and it will also change the kind of world we live in.."

think about it.isnt it true?most of us feels that love can only be shared amongst the people we are close with,always around us and people we care.i beg to differ.if the world would be selfish about their love,war between communities would be twice or even thrice the amount it is now.many feels that by not loving people that we dont know,we are act safe from the disturbance of many things.think about it properly,shall we?if we were to love juz the people around us,wat bout those whom really needs love?it doesnt matter from whom do they need it,its the matter of whom should be loving them.by not loving others that we do not know,we are actually killing more ppl that the war has done.

take angelina jolie for instance.many has condemned her action of adopting another child.some say its for publicity sake,some say for the sake of covering all the problems she has had with her beloved husband.but have we ever looked at the other side of the story?i believe that it was her love for all these childrens that made her adopt another.god forbid war,ut did HE ever forbid us to love people we dont know?i bet he didnt.be it the buddha,Jesus himself or rather prophet muhammad.they encouraged us to love and to love we must.if angelina has the wealth and the time,she will most probably adopt orphans worldwide and shower them with all the love she and her husband can give.tthese orphans requested no wealth,food or fancy,expensive clothings that we are wearing on our backs.all they ever wanted was to feel the love they never had the opportunity to cherish.love as generally known,is a powerful word.a word which can change ppl's life forever;in a good or bad way; and also make ppl realise how beautiful this world could be.

earlier i requested for you to read quote posted with attention.now re-read it,this time add in a lil pinch of love,a portion of warmth and a lot of joy.if u read it earlier and realised its juz like any other love quotes i posted,then re-read like i did.it will give u a different feeling that it 1st gave you.

i requote once again. "...it will also change the kind of world we live in.." why not make this world a better place to live in?or are we juz gonna let it fend for itself and continue loving the way we have always done?i certainly have changed my perception about love..perhaps i shud look into the mirror and ask myself,"have i love?" or maybe to be precise,"have i been loved?"

p/s:i have no intention to offend any1's religion..it was juz for posting and not be used otherwise.god bless everyone..

pp/s:especially angelina jolie =)

*an additional something*

I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever

choices

2007-03-23T09:02:00.000+08:00

When we meet the right person to love,when we're at the right place at the right time,That's chance.When you meet someone you're attracted to,that's not a choice.That's chance.Being caught up in a moment(and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice.That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush,that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his/her faults, that's not a chance.That's choice.

When you choose to be with a person,no matter what, that's choice.Even if you knowthere are many people out there who are more attractive,smarter, and richer than your mate,and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same,That's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice, a choice that we make.Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:"Fate brings you together,but it's still up to you to make it happen."I do believe that soul mates do exist.That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.

We may meet our soul mates by chance,but loving and staying with our soulmate is still a choice we have to make.We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love.But to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly.

Don't go for looks, they could deceive.Don't go for wealth, even that fades away.Go for someone who makes you smile to make a dark day seems bright.And for those who r still confused of ur feelings, u gotta read this again.Make a good choice, make it happen,and I hope you'll find the one that makes you smile..

Annie Ludbrook

2007-03-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

a very nice quote by Annie Ludbrook.its a really inspiring to some and also to me in this case.thanx jin li.. =)

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

mistakes

2007-03-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

i am now feeling god damn sick.i'm having flu,fever and i juz recovered from my sore throat.hows that for a good day?the downside?Digi rejected out proposal..which means we are now kinda desperate to search for a title sponsor.but knowing the boys under the leadership of keshyvinder dhillon,i know we can overcome just about any obstacle that comes our way..

i had my photo shoot and catwalk video taken for my mr. and ms. metroball.i was having a very bad running nose and kinda affected my photoshoot..i think i screwed that up.i read jin's blog.she had a post which had a meaningful quote..honestly it did make me reflect on life itself..why not check it out urself..it might juz do u good..

life has always been unfair,not only to others,but especially to me..how come whenever shit happens,i happened to be the one to create all those shit?its not like i did it,i am accused of doing it.i am always accused of doing things i never once did,saying things i never said,and acting the way that i am always accused of.i juz cant understand why i can be blame for things i have never done.like ppl used to say,"nice guys never win.they always end up as loser..so if u wanna win,be it the clean or dirty way,be the bad guy."

i stil dunt know wat i'm gonna do for my talent show on aussie day.i told joyce that i'll be dancing since andy has agreed to choreograph my dance moves for me..i juz hope i'll have the time to practise.time's juz slipping away.one of the nominees for mr. and ms. metro was asked,"if u were given special powers,wat would it be and why?"..i dunt know wat he/she answered but if i was asked that question,i juz wished that i would have the power to juz make problems disappear.juz like that in a click of a thumb.why so?i juz wanna make this world a peaceful place,and make it better for everyone around me.saying all thse yet knowing its impossible..

i'm sick and i wished that someone could just take my life away.i hate living in this world.i hate ppl accusing me of making life miserable for them..but then again,who am i to dissapoint those whom has always been there for me and caring for me?i juz wanna leave for perth as early as possible.it would be a moment i would cherish..for all u know,i might not wanna come back after that..hows that? =)

to RSO,good luck in ur petition thingy.hopefully u ppl will get wat ur aiming for..to MMEC,guys let work our ass off and make auto fiesta v.3 a successful one and put it into the history book..hows that?

to those sitting for mid sem,good luck and all the best.. =)

fullstop!

2007-03-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

i am very tired yet i'm stil f*****g sitting in front of this laptop TRYING to update my blog with another post..i think i;m kinda getting tired of blogging since nothing much has been happening lately..

on the other hand,went to ipoh for nothing,wasted half a day there,and the rushed all the way down to Midvalley to help out at the NAPEI edu fair..nothing much..hot chicks were no where to be seen,none at all act..lim kok wing hired mat rempit lookalike to promote them...wat else is new??nothing else i guess..

bangsar pasar malam has been relocated,to the back of the new bangsar village..uvan and i did nothing but ate and ate non stop..we invaded the lok lok stall (TWICE!!!!),the fried carrot cake stall,wanted to invade the stadium poh piah stall but then the queue was as long as those makcik and pakcik and kaypo waiting to buy 4-d in a shop..my god..then invaded the sugarcane stall and summore got wat i forget d..

then we made our way back..its been a tiring and boring day..i'm stil searching for a life and also along the way hoping to bump into a miracle..i need a life saving and life changing one...

perhaps i shud juz shut my mouth and carry with wat has been planned for me by the "big boss" up above.. =)

another untitled post

2007-03-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

i'm beginning to wonder why am i giving "untitled" to this post of mine?then again i realised that not only this but some of my post has had this "untitled" as a title.maybe life to me now isnt that interesting anymore..

so recap of wat yours truly have been doing since my previous update.on thursday was the bomb.i had so many things to do.i was literally running all around coll to handle my MMEC car wash all morning.blardy BP idiots(i juz found out they were from there and not from Mobil instead) came at only 10 am then the 9 am promised!idiots!but then again they did a good job cleaning all the cars so i guess i have to compliment them..and they did it really REALLY well..i salute all car washers especially the ones from the BP station opposite metro..!!wuahahahahaha!!!then i had my grease preview.i was literally worned out by the time i got to the concourse.i was shaking trembling and i was told that the mr. and ms. metro preview will start rite after we are done wif grease.i was like "wtf!!?!?!?!then how am i gonna get changed in time??"..omg..but then again,grease turned out well.didnt even forget any of my dance moves and the finale pose,shakti's song was great,she sang her heart out and i meant really well..then i changed into my outfit behind the stair in like wat,less than a minute.i shud be getting an award for that u know!!it was well worth it at least.

i was shaking and trembling by the time i got to my turn.the rest was like way way better than me and i was under like so much pressure.i walked thru the balloons,did my walk,pose for every1 and it was time for like the INTERVIEW!wat a scary way to calm myself down!dang!i screwed that 1 up i think!

arthur went like "describe urself and why did u choose to wear this outfit?"oh btw.i wore a white suit,a long sleeve shirt,grey jeans and my ever faithful nike cortez.i was like "i'm adrian etc etc etc.why i chose this outfit?i'm trying my very best to be like every girl's knight in shining armour, and its kinda heavy so i decided to be the prince on a white horse,cantonese saying `pak ma wong chi" but i guess i'm failing miserably in that.."i was telling myself"adrian u idiot!why the hell did u say that!!!!"then came the question,if u were a fairytale character wat would u be and why?" i dun wanna further elaborate on this.cuz if i do,i'll be teased at for the rest of my life.my answer was however pinocchio.why!?!??!dun ask..u dun wanna know..

the came the tense moment.the elimination process..!matt's fingers was crossed if i wasnt mistaken.sean was calm,so was bryan,jason,tze min,amelie(she's hot!!!omg!!!),alfred and the rest of the other la..

matt's name then mine was announced.!omg..i made it..like wat the hell..i didnt really expected it though.then now i've gotta prepare for my photoshoot on tuesday and figure out wat i'm gonna do on the talent show thingy!shit!i cant sing for nuts..left wif only one option..

then back to the car wash.it went pretty well act,although the paria rain caused my 10 bucks to flow down the drain!mother nature!hmmphh!!!but we really did better than wat i've expected.35 cars and if the rain didnt stop us,we could have hit 50 and more..dang!stupid rain!profit was split 50-50 from wat we have agreed.so everything's cool..

other than that,i've been doing nothing but spending most of my time in rack and wif the MMEC boys..i really need to get a life..i need a miracle..anybody wanna be mine?=)

untitled

2007-03-12T20:58:00.001+08:00

to those who read my previous post,i've described about the bad week that i had the entire of last week.today i met up with the top ppl of the CSO's board and gave them an explanation of wat has happened and that full responsibility was to be shouldered by me and no one else.as expected they were dissapointed by wat happened last friday and watever happened shud have been avoided.but however they wanted to think over my decision and i was given till this friday to do so..i on the other hand have set my mind on wat i want and might not have any changes on my decision.time shall tell..
everything that needs to be said has been said and done.i'm done here.but for now,all i'm prioritising now is the autoFiesta v.3 that the MMEC is handling this semester.on the other stuffs,i guess,they'll juz have to wait.

things between me n other ppl has also been been cleared.rite now,i juz wanna concentrate on nothing else but myself..besides,there's no other priority.its only me,myself and no one else but me..wat else could be bothering me now?*fingers crossed*

all i can say is that god bless me for now and in the process,might as well bless those around me.. =) *smiles*

once again,to all those that i've offended in the past,forgive me.to those i've hurt,forgive me as well..and to those that hsa brought joy to my life,god bless u even more.no!this may sound like a good-bye speech and like i'm "leaving" but then dun worry.i'm fine.juz felt sudden emo-ness and wanted to write sumthing.some sort of appreciation thingy. *smiles*

to a special person,thanx for being there all these while.bein there when i needed u to,stood by my side when i was in times of trouble,searching for me when i gone M.I.A,and also caring for me in every possible way.i juz cant imagine life without you by my side.god bless u and u do know i love you rite,fei por??? *smiles even bigger* =)

p/s:god bless all of you.. =)

a public apology

2007-03-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so glad that the week has finally come to an end.a week which was like a living hell for me,and also a week that i believe i will spend my half my entire life forgetting..

i havent been having enuff sleep this past few days.reasons unknowned,but all i know was that i am seriously deprived of sleep and rest.friday was the busiest day of the week,and how was i to know,sumthing was planned by god for me that might/would change my life forever..i'm not talking bout my life as a whole,but also my coll life as well..

it happened during the orientation nite.this is sumthing that ppl there would know and to those who were by my side during my hard times,to those who cared on where i was,wat i was doing and wat happened,i thank you from the bottom of my heart.i cant thank u enuff and sorry that i dissapointed u guys.

to all who were there,esp the hardworking comm whom worked so hard thru out the entire planning and the event itself,i wanna apologize for wat i did,and i take full responsibility of wat has happened.the blame shud go to no one else other that me myself,and i shall be ready for watever consequences or actions that u guys have lined up for me.i juz hope that after wat has happened and going to happen during post mortem,we can stil talk,eat,walk and do everything else like we're stil frens..i'm really sorry..

to two of my good frens,i wish the both of you good luck and may god bless the both of you,if the news that i heard from u two is right..u two would be the most blessing,happy and made-for-each-other kind of couple, and for this,may god bless u two even more..

its a funny world out there.ppl say that whenever a couple get together,there would be two less lonely ppl in the world.i was thinking,wat if someone else was in love with one of the other party?i mean,yes,the amount of lonely ppl in the world would have lessen but would the amount of pain suffered by the third person be reduced as well?as ppl are getting together,i juz realised i lost someone whom i thought was the perfect person for me,even though i know it was impossible for this particular person to be in love with me.i secretly kept my feelings for this particular person as a secret between me,and two other frens which i know are my best buddies.i however regretted several things..that is not trying my best to make this particular person to have the same feeling as i have for her,that is to not let her know how i felt towards her all this while,and also that i gave up all efforts before i even tried anything.this is wat i regretted the most..

this particular person was the perfect person that any guy would be proud to acknowledge as his girlfriend. she's a pretty person,a smart one as well,not a bookworm,has all the enthusiasm to do anything she would love to do,to say wat she wants to say without caring for wat others would think about her,her charisma,her bravery,her smile and if i were to continue describing her,it would take me ages to complete half the journey of describing her.it may sound exaggerating but trust my every word,its true..she's wat i would call,an angel from heaven..

now that she has found her someone special,i wish her all the best,and good luck in everything they do.u might know who you are,but plz,lets just let it remain a secret i have and u juz happen to find out about it..god bless u and him,and good luck..

On the outside,I'm living,pretending that I've forgotten you.Deep in my heart however,I'm suffering,knowing that I've lost you.

laziness..

2007-03-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

i realised i've been getting lazy and lazier this past several weeks.spend as much time as i can on bed(sleeping), and less time in classes..waking up everyday juz to go for class has been hell.i had to literally drag myself outta bed juz to head into the shower and prepare to walk into metropolitan coll.

a clear sign of my laziness??look at my quote of the day section.it has been changed to quote of the week.i've been juz to lazy to update them everyday so i decided to do it on a weekly basis..enjoy them and enjoy life as well guys!

tomoro C&S day..i wonder where should i be?MMEC,CSO,M&M,or the basketball club booth?i shall juz make a decision tomoro then..

jin lost her phone today,and i lost my finance textbook which was juz one day old..ceon and jason both lost RM200 in a pool game.how come ppl seems to be losing things today?all these makes me wonder...

will i ever be losing YOU?

i hope not.cuz i know that living a life without YOU is a life without any meaning..

2007-03-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

i was act sitting down waiting for lydia to come back to continue our chatting session.how was i to know,she came back 15-20 minutes later with a msg" you are tagged!!!" the first thing that came thru my mind..? wat the fuck!!!?!?!?!ok so anyway..here's how it goes..

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1.i can't sit still.i need to either lift my leg to put on the chair(a.k.a chinaman style) or walk around..

2.i love talking..even to ppl i juz met...

3.i can't stop eating when i'm frustrated..(explains the size of my body now..)

4.once i start playing pool,i can't stop

5.i love to sing,before i go to bed.however,due to all those cracks in my room which was caused by my horrible horrible singing,i reduced them..

6.i love shopping.i can't stop once i start.shoppaholic..

7.sleeping happens to be sumthing that i do best

8.loves having slumber party at home..

9.loves "playing" around wif the frens..(dun ask wat..u wouldnt wanna know..)

10.am gonna make disturbing lydia kwan a habit if she doesnt meet up wif me by this sunday..!!

SIX people i tag... but up to u lah if u wanna do ;)
1.Marco Soo
2.Pay Tze Min(if she's reading)
3.Lydia (i re-tagged lydia cuz i know she has another 10 more weird habits to list down!! xP)
4.miracole
5.caryn (due to boredom_
6.shakti siva (since she's too free and has been spending her time doing "detective works.."

p/s:i hope ur happy..xP..love you lots!

fallin' in love

2007-03-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

It is a mystery why we fall in love.It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

we can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes but we will never do anymore that take the life out of the experience.Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body,love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that
cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower.Take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty.This is the dream we all share.More often,it will come and take hold of you,celebrate you for a brief moment,then move on.

When this happen to young people,they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them,refusing to see that it is a gift that just as freely, moves away.When they fall out of love,or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving,they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was,then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers.They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or try to get their love to change,
thinking that if some small things were different,love would bloom again.They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life,their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened.But there is no meaning beyond the love itself,and until they accept its own mysterious ways,they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. here is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't
choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone in love with you but you don't love him back, feel honored that love came and called at your door,but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage and do not cause pain.How you deal with love is how you deal with yourself.All our hearts feel the same pains and joys,even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another,and she falls in love with you,and then love chooses to leave,do not try to reclaim it nor to assess blame.Let it go.There is a reason and there is a meaning.You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,then reach out and give it away.Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong.Having been so long without love,they understand love only as a need.They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing,but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this and keep it to your heart.Love has its time, its own season, its own reason for coming and going.You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it
comes to you.But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.Love always has been andalways will be a mystery.be glad that it came to live in your life,even if it was for a moment..

If you keep you heart open,it will come again..

untitled

2007-03-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

my laptop was sent for repair the other day due to some hard disk problem..and so and so..when it came back to me today,it was good.yea!it was so good that all my photographs,songs and everything went blank..!wat a good thing to start of my day..??

*fullstop*not in a good mood due to the reasons above*

p/s:: idiots are fun!! no wonder every village wants one.: (a lil sumthing from a blog i came across)

failure

2007-03-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

i guess that's what i really am...

i fail in my studies(not literally though)

i'm failing in my aim to be a better pooler

failing in quitting the "thing" i'm supposed to be quitting

worst,a failure as to be the "near perfect" person

i guess that's wat i really am..

am i??

just another day

2007-02-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

here i am spending my time in rack's trying to use the wireless facilities here..today was juz like any other day(in other words,no difference with my previous post)..the vomitting just stil wont budge,i'm kinda getting sick and tired bout it and life in coll is gonna be just another boring semester..busy but boring.wat a perfect combination.

as i was sitting here,i was just pondering about life for me.frens are drifting way apart from me.those ppl whom i once was close with now seems to be pretty much far apart.before sean left,me him and ceon sat down in sean's house and started to talk bout how they felt about me.it looks like i was far far far far worse than even be an average person.looking back at wat they told me,i cant help but just smile.am i really that bad of a person?i guess i am.i can count my frens with a calculator,yes many to be named,but how many take me as a fren in return?

all of them?nope.obviously not.half?once again,no...a quater?i seriously doubt so.10?stil to hard to say.how bout none?looking at the situation rite now??i guess that's the only answer available.looking at myself,i know deep down i am not who i think i am..i am worse,way way worse than who i thought i was.frens are deserting me one-by-one..i cant blame them.the only one to be blamed is no other than me,myself and i.i guess its time for me to at least try to change.sitting here made me realised that.no wonder most of them calls me a b*****d.i dun blame them,honestly i dunt.i might just as well thank them.for making me know who i really am.

back to reality..wait.that was reality!so back to the main topic.i think i need to see a doctor.to stop all these sickness in me.i juz cant stand waking up everynite to throw up.i need to stop it.well god bless me.hopefully all these fever,throwing up isnt a symptom of HIV/AIDS or cancer. =)

i'm getting tired.tired of what i dont know.maybe sick and tired...

.........of myself...

p/s:many ppl asked me to stop the thing that i am doing.i promise to these ppl.final stick and i swear to god,after this,none of this thing will ever be touched by me.

*a lil sumthing for u ppl out there.. =)*

my true definition of love

2007-02-26T19:51:00.003+08:00

love,
seen in different eyes,
with very different sighs,
to one as cold as ice,
to some as hot as spice,
but,
to answer to love,
is to have loved,
and be loved

love,
it pulls people together,
it tears people apart,
it taste the sweetness of honey,
it taste the bitterness of bile,
it is the beauty of autumn,
the heat of summer,
the joy of spring,
yet the solemness of winter

love,
it leads and brightens the path,
yet it darkens your ways,
love can enlighten,
the way it blocks,
love can heal,
the way it hurts,
it can be the ocean,
yet a crumbled rock

love,
it flows through time,
ignorant of space and death,
as a river flows,
as the blood flows,
yet as the river flows by rain,
and as blood flows by heart,
love will end,
yet it seems to last

love,
love is forgiveness,
yet is hatred,
as it is holding on,
yet letting go,
as it goes on,
must it stop,
to know love,
is to have enjoyed love,
yet to have been hurt by it

love,
full of betrayal,
full of strength,
the bitterness of love,
through change and time,
unlikely to sway,
yet chnanging like the weather,
to know love is to have cried for love,
is to have died for love,
but yet survived because of love

love,
as we know not ourselves,
we may not know love,
the greatest gift to men,
yet the worst condemnation,
this is love, true love,
the secret of ethernity

those times in life

2007-02-26T19:51:00.001+08:00

There are times in life,
where yesterday past too soon,
that you never knew it came,
did you stop to look?

There are times in life,
where the song finished too soon,
that you never heard its chorus
did you stop to listen?

There are times in life,
where you just let go too fast,
that you never knew you held it,
did you stop to ponder?

There are times in life,
where the show ended too soon,
That you never saw the climax,
did you ever stop to watch?

There are times in life,
where you knew would never repeat,

but you knew you never wanted it to end,

did you ever stop it?

The song plays its tunes,
but we keep on walking,
keep on running,
never pausing a step,
never pausing a beat,
until its is over

We tried so hard to find,
the pieces we ourselves hide,

yet we never knew,
the real tune to the song,
we so dearly want to hear,
we so badly want to dance
why?

we seek for love,
we despise hate,
yet we repell love,
we appeal hate,
is this the cause to run?

What more can we offer,
when we ourselvs don't know,
don't know why we do not stop,
why we run.

We move in circles,
only to find we are back to one,
with nothing on our hands,
but dirt and blood,

but all we left behind,
was love and dance

un-selfish

2007-02-26T19:50:00.001+08:00

How can i love unselfishly
I'd like to learn, i'd like to change
Coz everytime i see you smiling back at me
It breaks my heart for i wished i cared for you
instead
Even though its just your picture in a frame

I know you now have someone now
Someone much better than i could ever be
Someone much better than i would ever be
That someone that isn't me

A part of me wishes you the best
As all i want is your happiness
A part of me wants you selfishely
As all i want is to make you happy

When will it ever cease
This infatuation i have for her
When i know its time to move on
When i know its time to carry on

I love her so much
And i want her by my side
I need her so much
As i pray and cry every night

So someone please guide me
Someone please help me
To leave her be with her happiness as i wished it to
be
Let me love her unselfishly...

sumthing i came across

2007-02-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

*whatever quotes u see down below,are actually sumthing that i found in the internet.these quotes are act somewhat common,and i know its sumthing related to me.see if its related to u.put it on ur msn and share wif the world..*

"Ending a relationship is just like
having the worst nightmare after having the best
dream."

"We cannot beg someone to stay if they want
to leave and be withsomeone else. We have to
admit that love doesn't give us the license to own
a person. This is what love means...sacrifice."

"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we
love without wanting to. Though that doesnt
mean
that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped
to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to
say I love you."

"Some people say the worst way to miss
someone is when they are right next to you and
you know you can't have them, but it's worse
when you thought you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live
without them."

"Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing
that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living,
pretending that I've forgotten you."

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to
something precious; not wanting to give up, but
your hands feel the pain.And, when you finally
let
go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are
empty."

"How can I promise you forever when tomorrow
is so far away from me?How can I dry your
tears
when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? How
can I ever forget you when your name is etched
so deep within me?"

"They say no matter how dark the night is, the
sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes
one realize that no matter how bright the day is,
the sun will always set again."

"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a
bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet
as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is,
no one really hears it, except you.."

"Who do you run to when the only person who
can make you stop crying, is exactly the one
who is making you cry?"

with all these things,does it really explaings true love?i hope it does..and i hope someday,somebody will juz walk up to me and answer the question that has been in my mind since my "perfect some1" left my world..

"why is it that everytime i find someone i truly,deeply love,we always end up being friends?when will all this end?will i ever have a happy ending to brag about?"

as long as

2007-02-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

AS LONG AS.....

As long as i can dream,
as long as i can think,
as long as i have a memory,
i will love you

As long as i have eyes to see,
as long as i have ears to hear,
as long as i have lips to speak,
i will love you.

As long as i have a heart to feel,
as long as i have a soul stirring within me,
as long as i have an imagination of holding you,
i will love you.

As long as there is time,
as long as there is love,
as long as there is you,
as long as i have the breat to speak your name,
even if its the last breath of my life,
i will still love you....

because i love you more than anything else in this world...

not a good day

2007-02-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

there was sumthing that i forgotten to mention in my previous post.something kinda happened to me.i wasnt feeling really well, and when i say these i really mean it.since that day that i got pissed drunk,i've been vomitting(sorry if it sounded gross)all day(and i mean morning and nite) non stop.irregardless or whether i eat anything or not,be it even a drink of water,i'll be sure to throw it up minutes later..average time spent in the toilet throwing up?5-6 times a day?not bad..the only onsolation i get from this is that since this happened,i've managed to lose 2kg..woww!!!not bad..if this is the way god wanna make me lose weight,then so be it.as long as i can lose weight,i dun give a damn. =)

today i was literally a dead man walking.i had to literally be dragged ouuta bed juz to go to coll..dunt blame me.i'm stil in the holiday mood and no one(in coll) ca deny that they are..trust me.not a single soul alive would want to be back wroking/studying at this time(after all those mandarin oranges,mahjongs and also gamblings..).

had to be in coll at 8 for the UFP induction.guess wat?just like all other "newbies" in coll,they were innocent looking..the only thing was they were more innocent than the previous bunch.not bad."give them a week, and a week later we shall see all the devils walking amongst them and then we shall then decide if they are as innocent as claimed now..".i quote jason..these were his words.not bad..i used to be like that..innocent the 1st day,devil by the next onwards..

anyway,i really didnt enjoy the meeting today.was feeling very sick and i threw up once again,juz like any other day,several times..but then again,i got used to it already..so no complains..

after all those meeting wif CSO-RSO and also chung seng for the Mr. and Miss Metro thingy, i asked andy to fetch me up.he came...with jason =)

we then headed to McD,sat there for bout an hour or so,and then we then moved to rack..several hours of pool,i got tired and decided to work on the forms and also the flyers..its done(except the flyers) and now here i am updating..wondering when can i ever do all this updating at home..?phone line is up(finally!!!!!) and now juz waiting for the wi-fi to be set up.hopefully it can be done BEFORE i leave for Aust.. =).. anyway god bless u ppl out there and enjoy the remainder of CNY..god bless and bless me even more..thanx guys..btw,wont be updating for some time soon.gonna be busy and a whole lot of ppl will be "butt-f***ing" me..so yea..

its time to play play play!!! =)

p/s:to those who are wondering why the reviews of year 2006 has been stopped,its becuz i cant seem to locate the photos,or i seem to have forgotten wat happened in the following month..forgive me but i promise u it will be up..take care adios guys!!

updates

2007-02-23T02:46:00.000+08:00

to those wonderin why i havent been updating my blog lately,thats wat this post is act for..

i've recently juz shifted house and juz like all other new houses,it doesnt have a phoneline(yet!!!!).due to this factor i havent been able to online.wat has happened since my previous post?

i spent doing nothing much other than preparing for CNY and also to fully load everything from my old house to my new one.other than that things has been juz the way it was..nothing new,good,or bad..

honestly,i dun really enjoy february '07 due to the fact i lost 2 of the few most important person to me.firstly i lost someone(no names will be named to protect several things) extremely special for me to god.

this particular person left me juz a couple of days b4 chinese new year.i got the dreaded news from the mother of this particular person.wat caused her to "leave"?a long long time of brain cancer.no further elaboration on this.all i can say is this particular person used to be the breath of mine,my sun and also everything to me.my only regret was not spending time wif her that often since all those shit happened years ago..now that she's gone,there's nothing else i can do.all i can do now is juz to pray for her soul and that she be happy in god's hands.*dear girl,wherever u are,god bless u always.no matter how far u are from me,i;ll always have u in my heart and that no matter where u are,i hope u hear these words from my heart..i'll miss u..in fact,i already am..thanx for the watch..here's a lil' sumthing for u..thanx marco for introducing this song to me..*

the second person was like a brother to me.he left,but to further his studies in perth.this was the nicest guy on earth,a person whose shoulder will be there for anyone at anytime at all..this was the person i know i will never have any regrets knowing..a person i know i can hang on to when i need someone.a person who i know can really and willing to help out at anytime at all..to sean low..this particular paragraph is for u..i'll be seeing u soon in sdyney in july and we shall go and ruin ken lim's life in sdyney!wuahahhahahah!!!

other than ppl leaving me(the sad case), there was a few happy moments as well..had a small house warming party in my new cribs(where according to many,i got pissed drunk) and also a small gathering at jason's place the day after..not forgetting the many angpaos that i collected..=P

coll starting soon.busy times ahead now that many events are getting closer and so much things to do..studies will juz get tougher as times passes by and i now do not know if i can cope with all these things thrown at me..but watever it is,i hope i;ll be strong enuff to handle these..

in case u guys were wondering why i can stil update my blog,its because i;m doing it in FTZ..=P and oh guys,happy cny!! =)

friends

2007-02-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

i now finally know who my real friends are..thanx..god bless..to those who knows who u are,god bless once again.. =)

shifted

2007-02-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging much lately due to the fact that i've just shifted to a new place and like all other new places,there isnt a phone line;YET!as i'm waiting for those TM bastards to make their way to my place,i've been doing nothing much there other than studying and messing around my new room!yup..u heard it here and exclusively here..i studied!and yes,i meant the literal meaning of studying.there isnt much that can be done with boredom lying next to u, and nothing else to do other than to really explore a new home..*pictures up next week,once those TM bastards come over..*

life been treating me fairly OK lately..nothing much,juz a couple moments of exam stress but besides that,things are doing fine..btw,joe left.joe as in "THOR JOE HOCK BY NIGHT" joe..yeah!that joe..honestly,i missed him loads.i bet the others are too esp seanieboy and also kinky danker..i missed those times that where we crash his house and humped his wooden horse,those times at McD,watching him banging those drums and also all those bullshits that he was good at..!joe,u'll be missed!get ur ass here asap!!

the other person to have left me juz couple of days back was the ever famous "Mr. Z4" ken..i've known this dude since my foundation times in taylors.being one of my closest frens then,besides pussy kenneth,we were like long time buddies although knowing each other for juz a week..

all those *ahemmmm*aheemmmm*molesting*ahemmm aheemmm* were juz part of those things we did to "bond" ourselves better..thinking bout all this did nothing but forced a smile on my face.i stil remembered the Moral Education LAN project that we worked on..traveling on his great mercedes,playing wif his BMW 7 series,talking bout trash and bout stuffs and about staying single till we all leave for australia..i missed those times..he was the one that coaxed me into playing pool and getting addicted to it..beating him and so as to get revenge on all those beating he given me on the pool table was one of the main reason on why i trained ever so hard to reach the level that i am in..all this juz makes me miss him..the only regret i have rite now was not spending time wif him after i left taylors..but then again,he'll be back in april(i guess)..so i think i'll juz see him then..

*dear mr. ken,if ur reading this,juz to inform you that i've yet to cruise on ur Z4 YET!and since ur not around, i shall take the liberty to take ur ever lean mean Z4 for a ride..i shall return it to u as SAFELY as POSSIBLE..GOD BLESS =)*

with my macroeconomics paper looming the day after tomoro,i juz realised there's so much more to study but too lil' time..i guess its now the time for me to get my ass away from this lab and then head back to the library where i belong..to all those ppl having exams,god bless and all the best..take care and i'll see u guys soon..

*to a great brother of mine who'll be leaving soon,take good care of urself.exams are here so all the best..i'll see u rite after papers and then we shall have a blst b4 u leave approximately 10 days from now..and come 22nd february,i'll be at the airport biding u goodbye..till then lets have the time of our life! =)*

blogthings

2007-02-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

i came across this thing while kepo-ing into fei por's blog and thought that i tried several of it..due to the itchy-ness of my fingers, i couldnt help but to try several stuffs..

here's sum of it..

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively.

You care more about world trends and fashions than you do about well formed opinions.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

there..i wouldnt have done all this if tze min didnt pull me back on9 juz to save on her phone bill..so those who's into knowing wat kinda true person i am or how am i in love,there u go..thats all that i'm doing and the lasts..

and for now..i'm off to bed..got things to do in the morning and i really need to catch up on my sleEp..chaoz..

p/s:check this out.. www.niamah.blogspot.com..

where do i stand?

2007-02-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

since the first time we saw each other,
and the first time we traded smiles,
and after the first time we said hi to each other,
as a sign of courtesy,
where did i stand?

when we were formally introduced,
exchanged phone numbers and missed calls,
when we both texted each other all nite long,
talking on the phone for almost hours,
where did i stand?

when we both went out for the first time,
the first mamak we had together,
after all the movies we watched together,
not forgetting dinners n all those places that we stomped our mark,
where did i stand?

after all those countless jokes about the past,present and future,
after all those sarcasm we threw at each other,
after all those beyond hours of talks on the phone,
laughing at each other's stupidity,
where do i stand?

after all those emo sessions,
after talks on the things we planned to do in the future,
after all those complaints on all the problems we faced
and those bastards that are backstabbing us,
where did i stand?

after ages knowing you,
after knowing so much about you,
and u knowing the same about me,
would u blame me if i were to ask,
where do i stand?

meeting you was a great chapter in my book of life,
knowing u further makes it a miracle,
falling for u however wasnt on the list of options given,
but fell for u i did..
so for now,after all things that has been said and done,
all i asked of u now,is to give me the answer to the question frequently asked,
where do i stand?

i do not mean as a friend,
i do not mean as a mate.
i do not mean juz another coll fren,
i certainly don't mean as a brother..
so please,lemme know,
where do i stand?
in ur heart,mind,body and soul...

if the price to pay for the answer,
is beyond of wat i can afford,
then so be it.
for the answer is worth more than wat money could ever buy.
so tell me now,
where do i stand in you..?

2007-02-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

September 2006

-went for my first metro camp(missed the last 1 becuz of late info by my ever trustworthy sean low..)wanna know the story?here goes..he approached me around march and asked me if i was interested to go for the leadership camp and i was like"okla..golor.."...then he came up with a reply;"but then cannot la i think..becuz full d,no more space so nvm u try next sem la...."..then u ask me for wat!?!?..its ok..its becuz of him that i decide and remember to go for this one..

Pre-departure cam-whoring.. [p0oL3rBuOy],sean-y boy,soo-perstar,biggie thor

let's play spot the poserme n poster girl(now) of metropolitan.. =Pthe future malaysian beach models part Ithe future malaysian beach models part II obscene biatches!cooks of the bbq food for metrocamp.. =Pspot the poser part II...(need a clue?the lollies..) =)fuck-tardsthe humping-machines..the main actor and actresses of metrocamp..

-i also went for the Inti College Day and was also asked to write an article for it(in which i'm stil waiting for it to publish!!anita and tze min had a tough time editing it..! =P)

the posers and the wonderful "kinky" flagbearer

*speechless*look at the guy behind me on the left..noticed his legs??=)

the pimp and the doggy-stylelesbo's =_="

mint chocolate chip + cookies 'n cream =???

2007-02-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

i woke up from sleep today feeling that it might be a good day for me..it was the 31st and it was the time of the month again..Baskin Robbins was giving out its 31% discount on its ice creams today and i really wanted to enjoy that sweet melting taste of the ice cream to get over all the stress i was having..hoping that eating the ice cream will make me feel better..

went for class today and it went ok..Juliana gave us all the info we needed to do our individual assignment and i really needed all these to make my individual paper a great one now that i've flunked my blardy test 1..thanx miss..

so then went over to the com lab where marvin said he needed my help wif the proposal for the MMEC treasure hunt..did it wif him and then went over to the library to try complete my blardy assignment..so yea..after that sean said he wanted to get sumthing for marco's birthday and so i tagged along..

i saw baskin robbins.. =P yup!call it fate,call it destiny!!it was there rite in front of me and i cant juz let it off my sight..so i tangan gatal called my fei por to see if she;s free..ngam ngam she juz finished class and juz got into her car..so it was up to me,my brains and my mouth to get her to have ice cream..funny..it was juz yesterday that we both realised we havent go out together or seen each other outside coll since we;ve met..so i thought this was a god given chance so i said to myself,"take it or it'll pass u by forever.."!!hahah..and guess wat!!after almost 5 minutes on the phone,tonnes of saliva wasted and uncountable words persuading her,she gave in and agreed to it..

i met her downstairs in BR bout like 10 minutes later(which felt like hours) and then we queued up for our turn!JD served us and i was so shocked that i shouted damn loud..even fei por was laughing non stop..haiz..fei por!!

then we decided on mint chocolate chip(which fei por said was her favourite) and i decided on cookies 'n cream after a long long time trying to decide the second flavour..so yea..place was packed to death and we juz walked into McD,got ourselves a drink and then sat down there to have the ice cream..

talked bout loads of stuff from a-z..hahhaha..and fei poor!no matter wat,ur not driving this saturday!!xP we'll just see how it goes alrite?we talked bout the way i teased her hair and she calling me low yeh and talked literally everything under the sun..was fun act..even after all those pinching and whacks*ouch!!*so after that she had to chao..i've got an assignment to do..adjourned straight to racks where i ended up doing assignment for about 3 hours,played pool for about 2 and did nothign for about an hour..left for home around 1+ after having mamak wif ceon..

i'm dead tired..i've two assignment awaiting me with the need to score really well in them*fingers crossed*back at home,i know i needed to sleep.i need to do watever i can to complete my assignment and work on the next..god bless me..anybody wanna start a peaceful protest on the assignments we are getting?? =) *peace*

juz another worst day of my life..

2007-01-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning knowing that i'll have one assignment done and with another 2 more to go..like i said in my earlier posts,i havent been feeling good or rather feeling myself lately and this was juz sumthing that i looked forward too in weeks..

upon arrival in coll,i was rather good.chilling,tired as usual and so on..until i called sean..he told me that our CB assignment was due at 9.30am and the time then was 9.14..isnt that a great start to a day??the best thing was that my assignment was with another group mate of mine and he was juz leaving his house..isnt it like the most "beautiful" day ever?? =)

after all those commotion,i found out that almost all my classmates didnt know that at all.did she mentioned to us?i duno but i for one didnt heard her..if 1 was wrong,its acceptable..but wat if the whole class is wrong?who's mistake could it be then??i dont know..all i know i was beyond boiling point..i was juz about to shout at someone who crosses my path..

alvin was here around 9.20..great..10 minutes to work on everything including printing,binding,correcting,burning into cd,and handing up to her..great!from a race to complete the assignment till a race against time to hand it to her!a particular group member whom was already very "helpful" enuff thru out the whole duration of the assignment,didnt make matter any worst by complaining and commenting..basically nothing but bullshit came out of this particular person's mouth.i juz wished i could stuff all the soil from the ground and into this person's mouth.i asked this person to bind the blardy assignment she came back with it stapled and taped..when asked why wasnt it bind she told me that this was another type of binding.i was so pissed i didnt say a single word the whole day.

going into CB class,i thought things would start to get a least a lil' better.how was i to know i was jus to about to be hit wif another great news..guess wat..remember my previous post on how i did badly for my CBtest 1,i did badly alrite..how does 9/30 sound to u?fuck man!enuff of being sarcastic already!i juz wana let it all out now..

fuck Ian for making the test farking hard,fark the world and those ppl who created assignments,fuck also those people who made my life a blardy "beautiful" one this past couple of weeks and also screw the bitch that made completion of my group assignment a living hell!off to hell this bunch of peeps!

best of all,one of the lowest in class and my hopes of passing this blardy paper hang in the balance..god bless me man!bless me hard.really really hard!!!

with the group assignment handed up,i have only the individual and the MCQ exam to pull my marks way up to pass..that really made my day man!at least i had a consolation.my individual CB exam dateline was pushed to the 5th of may..giving me an additional 2 days to do it..

other than tat,life's been a total hell....macro assignment only has a head and no body yet..and was supposed to do it together but abandoned and now i have to do it alone..thanx..now i've to start hunting references from the net,library and have to start reading aussie biz week and times magz juz to fulfill wat she asked us to do during tutorials besides the prescribed text..

anyway,went for MMEC meeting today and presented my proposals and all and i realised several mistake were made..and i;ve gotta alter them b4 handing it in.there;s juz too much to do wif so lil time..i wonder if i can pass both the subjects i'm taking wif all these workloads that is haunting me..i need a break..if possible now..i cant take it any longer.life's juz isnt the way i expeected it to be..

with all the problems i'm facing,sean asked me to read sumthing off his frenster profile which he claims will be able to help me in a way or two..here's how it goes..before u read it,plz understand and contemplate on it..it will help u if u truly read it with ur heart and not ur eyes..thanx sean..god bless.. =)

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” -Marianne Williamson

p/s:i wish things would go better for me in these coming weeks..*fingers crossed*

another lame post...

2007-01-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

title already speaks for itself once again..assignments after assignments,sleepless nites replaces another and my body has already lodged a complaint on the lack of sleep and rest that its experiencing..am i to be blamed???i dunt know..all i do is to juz force a smile off my face while writing this.. =)

CB groupie done,two more to go and both happen to due this friday..so much to do,yet so lil time..heck!isnt this always the case??once again,a smile come upon me.i realised this few days i happened to smile more than i did weeks before..wat happened i do not know..so dunt question.maybe my "period" has just passed..so anyway..assignments has been has been the bitch of summer,and the fact that my finals is just 2 weeks away doesnt help..i shud consider myself lucky knowing that i did get an extended dateline on our assignments..but stil it doesnt help..

listening to move along by the all american rejects juz made me smile a lil more due to the fact that its one of my favourites..next comes akon smack that..that song juz reminds me of marco and sean's experience at ruums watching akon's performance last monday..as much as i wanted to be there,i couldnt..reason?i forgotten..

the thins is that i'm supposed to be working on my econs assignment but i've been doing nothing but slacking around.the best things is that i havent even started on my CB individual assignment.points are there,the only problem is the elaboration part.i'm juz to lazy and my brains refused to co-operate..isnt that "wonderful"???

falling sick has been on my body's agenda since last thursday.and my anti-body seems to be working hand-in-hand with it..not bad.at least i know i have a very "co-operative"body system.isnt that worth celebrating?mr fever dropped by together wif ms flu on thursday.dr sore throat dropped by on friday,so did mr headache and mrs running nose..it was more of like a "reunion party" for all the common sickness and the venue happened to be my body..mr fever,miss flu,mr. headache all left for another "reunion" sumother place yesterday..mrs running nose however decided to stay wif mr. sore throat to have sum chit chat and chilling around.. =)

so brains cant think for nuts,ideas aint pouring in,lecturers arent much of a help,and i'm really sleepy.put me in the gardens of the coll and i can all asleep instantenously..anybody wanna tag along??all u need is sleepiness and a sleeping bag if u need 1.other than that,chaoz..

schuks!!i have a musical meeting later at 5.30,online discussion at 10 and then an assignment due tomoro..not bad..i feel like a celebrity.with all those tight busy schedule and all..=) not bad..it feels "great"...

the year in review-2006

2007-01-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

August 2006

-the C&S day went on,and was used as CSO's way of pulling talented ppl(like yours truly) into CSO and also to promote waikiki nite.. =)

our very very colourful, "hawaiian" waikiki nite banner

yan yee,miracole,diane and also our very own metropolitan "brochure girl!",president of RSO,april siao

the thespians in a slumber mood. jacqz,anita,jin li,marco(the President) and sean(the VP)

the President and the Peace

yours truly =) isnt that cute???wuaaahahahahah!!

check out that ride..MMEC's booth wif the modified BMW 3 series..thats scorching H-O-T man!!

thespian's in the butt-selling sale..thats fatty d,the VP and the sooperstar

-waikiki(orientation) nite finally came and ended with a big big bang

pic's a lil blur but thats diane and also yen sze poolerbuoy and miracole,before the "electrocuted" hair came into the picture.. =P

pomelo vee and papaya mel yee yee when she first came to metro!! =) part of the crowd

this is so so soooo sooooo wrongLeft to right:Kailash,bee chee,leena,mindy,ronald,vern yang,botak keshy and also anita! =) does this fella look familiar??look carefully =) wat bout him??he does look REALLY familiar doesnt he?? hmmmmm =)

yours truly caught in the act.. =P

yan yee,bee chee and diane

the end of a wonderful,truly amazing and rendezvous nite =)

and also the I-challenge day happened in this month..

me n nicole..also way b4 the drastic change =P

i know..and btw,that isnt camwhore..its juz appreciation of a god given gift

dance club:jacqz,jin li,denise

MSC's very own ice-god-knows-wat seller =)

posers and more posers of CSO..

part of the planners =)

the year in review-2006

2007-01-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

July 2006
-beginning of sem 2 in metro..and also the beginning of the planning for our cso-rso's waikiki nite

waikiki nite banner made by CSO-RSO.. =)..so yea..nothing much to post other than a few camwhore pic..hehhehehehe...

seany boy,kinky boy,thor joe hock and oso poolerbuoy

yours trulyand oh ya!aunty cynthia went off to aussie!!missed her loads ="(

aunty cynthia and me at the airport.. ="(

juz another blank,lame post..

2007-01-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

sitting here in the computer lab pondering wat i shall do next..for the record,i screwed up my CB test 1 this morning and has been feeling all shitty since then.not that it happened today,i've had this feeling for weeks..have u guys ever had the feeling that all of the sudden,u lose ur appetite to eat;u feel that ur body's feeling so tired that u can juz even lay on the hot,burning tar roads and juz lay down to sleep instantenously;u feel that no matter wat u do,u stil cant force that smile off ur face even if the funniest thing happened rite in front of ur eyes..?

ppl has been telling me that i wasnt the same old person i was or the person i used to be the last time.they say i've changed,and frankly,i dun need ppl to tell me that..i know it myself.i felt i wasnt the old me,i wasnt the adrian that ppl used to know.i'm juz a totally new me like i wasnt myself anymore..is it a good sign or the other way round?

my mind hasnt been working well lately,crumbling under the intense pressure of the coll's summer course;my body has been lately pushed to the limits to where it can only sleep only several hours a day;my eyes has been swollen that it has been smaller than it used to be;my heart doing things not as dedicated as i used to be;my mouth and throat juz refuses to make as much noise/stupid remarks/silly jokes/debate as it used to do and my legs and knees juz refuses to carry me around..

life has been nothing but trouble for me lately.these troubles aint those that u can put it behind u,walk away and then pretend and live life like it never happened..these are things that no matter how hard i try,i cant seem to put it away,let alone walk over it.its juz too tough to even face it..a fren once told me,ignorance is bliss..shud i follow his advice or shud follow wat a wiseman once said,"by facing the problems that u encounter,ur taking another step towards becoming a more perfect person.."???

time's juz slipping away from me and it aint gonna come back.i'm just to mentally exhausted to even continue life rite now,dun say physically..i juz hope that watever remain of me will be good enuff to keep me alive,to survive the brutality of the problems that life is throwing to me rite now..

*I knew*

I knew your dreams

Because we used to talk

For hours at a time.

I knew your friendship

Because you were always there

When I needed your comfort.

I knew your pain

Because you trusted me enough

To share your past with me.

I knew your fears

Because you helped me

To see that mine were the same.

I knew what was important to you

Because you were always

So honest with me.

I knew your goals

Because I felt the enthusiasm

In your words when you talked of them.

I knew your guidance

Because you patiently explained

The things I didn't understand.

I knew your heart

Because I saw right into it

And felt it a part of my own.

I knew your honor

Because you let me go

When I fell in love with you.

And I knew your love

Because you wouldn't let me dream

of us being together...

the year in review-2006

2007-01-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

June 2006
-my first finals at metropolitan..and also metroball!the best prom ever managed and organized by the coolest bunch ever!

nick,sean,me and derek!

sean,me and joe "THOR JOE HOCK BY NITE" hock sean and i

me n jacqz

thor joe hock and super-marc

cyanide sylph

me n mrs phuah who dropped by for a visit.. =)...and i also had the pool party!!wif my bunch of goodies frens!!!they had the time of their life,so did i!so yea!!!woooohoo!!sean,how did it feel to be the first to devirginised the pool?? =)

the makan makan time

the international sign language

the main group of people who were there.

the all males cast of baywatch:metropolitan college beaches

the year in review-2006

2007-01-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

May 2006
-this was kinda the month!many things happened..

-firstly AutoFiesta v.2 happened

The "engineers" behind v2

the integra-the car that i drool over

look at the guy in orange..VP Sean,does he look familiar?

-also did the nutcases that went nut in uncle lim's sunway pyramid..

Jacqz birthday was also on this month and the photos are here as well..

birthday girl togehter wif kinky tim,poolerbuoy and also say-no-evil seanthe birthday cakethe after effect

the year in review-2006

2007-01-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

April 2006
-nothing much happened in this month..oh ya..this was the month where i met aunty cynthia..sean decided to enter the mr. metroball competition and also had to do this talent show thingy..so yea..

the year in review-2006

2007-01-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

March 2006
-my first month at metropolitan..well,things went kinda fun.i met few great buddies in sean phuah,marco,tim and al the ever joking and fun joe.

at biggie joe's house studying-the effect of studying too much

the pose of the s0o-perstar

Derek and cody

the four musketeers-denise's bF,kinky danker,big big joe,yours truly =)

..not forgetting those ppl like sean low and the rest..to those i didnt mentioned,i'm really sorry and it wasnt intentional..i'm really sorry..i also met up wif vincet(goo-goo),adrian,mun hoe and also my ah muiz(jacqz) up for seafood dinner..jin li was supposed to come along but unfortunately she had food poisoning..hahahha..

at my house after dinner

the year in review-2006(February)

2007-01-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Febuary 2006
-wat month this is again?oh ya..valentine's day..hahah..so yea..i mean thats the only day of this month that i could think of..so ya..dun blame me..i was celebrating this year's valentine together wif my princess huay(nope!not my gf..its juz a nickname so yea..) and also chris..we 3 seem to be bored and since that we were all free on that particular day,so we decided to juz go for dinner and also a movie..i cant really remember wat show it was but i know it was fun..other than that,i had my orientation and also the induction for metropolitan..

so yea..but the thing is,i skipped the orientation thingy cuz i wasnt really in the mood(we all do that rite,to those who was in their first day..)and boy!how much i regret it now..so yea..anyway...celebrated ah lian's birthday as well..sean took part in the LG challenge thingy..and we all met "Jenna"..

LG Challenge

the ever beautiful Jenna

the year in review-2006

2007-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

as i've promised in my previous post this is my review,complaints and also sweet memories from the year ended 2006..so yea..many tings kinda happened in the year so i'm gonna break it down into the 12 months of the year which means there will be 12 different post..its gonna be kinda long and windy but i hope i dun bore u guys to death..and its gonna be accompanied by photos from that particular month...

January 2006

-to start off with,i spent my new year at home..yea was sick and thats why..it was also the month where i made a decision that i was hoping i never will regret..a decision that might juz change my whole life..i was about to juz step into Metropolitan College and to sign up there..there were many things goin thru my mind..would i be able to adapt to the culture there?how many frens will i make there?will i even make any?i hope so..will it be the same at taylors??omg..haiz..ok..so i did signed up and i swear to god this place was a totally different place from where i studied b4 this!this place is absolutely phenomenal!!!and seriously!all this made me wished i was here for my foundation as well..!!hahhaa..ok!next!other than this..nothing else..so lets move on to the following month!

my beloved college.. =)

the beginning of Summer (Hell) School '07

2007-01-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

i've only 2 words for those taking summer school(specially for those taking two subjects which also includes yours truly)..nope,these words are not words of encouragement which means try harder..its F-U-C-K-E-D U-P..

omfg!!!its juz the very 2nd day of summer school and i'm suffering!wanna know my schedule??tuesdays till friday from 10am till 6pm(thank god this time only applies on tuesday and thursday!the other 2 days 9-11am)!its the second day and my head is aching,body pains and yawning non stop!like wtf rite!!!?!?!??!omfg!

and juliana french(i learnt from tim danker and sean phuah that juz becuz ur surname is french doesnt mean that ur french..),my consumer behaviour lecturer, even said that those taking two subject isnt gonna have a good time..those words were "encouraging" alrite...

but however,i did feel motivated by the speech she gave us during the start of our consumer behaviour lecture today.its no wonder that she's the favourite lecturer of many and also the best of the lot..i wish i could really remember word for word of the speech but all i remember was that its all about her showing so much of confidence for us to pass her paper..so yea..i really did burn and lit up the passion i have to pass this paper.i even set a new target to beat for this paper..i wanan get at least Distinction in this blardy paper so as to show and to repay the faith and confidence she has in all of us..she even had a post-lecture speech which was printed out on our lecture notes..here it goes..

"Consumer Behaviour is a cool subject with a cool lecturer and only cool students take it.this is my best subject;i enjoy it and i am going to do very well in it.."

that was very inspiring and motivating..so yea,miss juliana..er..sorry.i mean julie(we were warned to skip all the formal greetings and juz ignore all the miss or madam..we are so called uni students and there was no need for that..).so yea..julie,i'll try to get a distinction and above..no promises other than i'll do my best..

and btw,my next post will be on wat has 2006 been for me..my reviews,complaints,sweet memories and also more ramblings..its gonna take days to post as i'm trying to get photos from relevant ppl..so yea..its gonna take a while..its act in my draft but its taking days to prepare..so bear wif me and read it after its been posted..b4 i post it up,i wanna apologize to those i've(or rather i will be) offended in the process of writing,or by sumthing that i wrote in that post..forgive me aight??chaoz!

~happieee newwiieee yearr!!~

2007-01-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!happy happy happyyy new year!!!!hopefully the new year brings all poolerbuoy.blogspot.com readers more happiness,blessings and much more good things compared to the year b4..so guys!its the new year,go out there and leave ur mark on another wonderful year alrite!!!so btw,its the new year.some may ask,its juz another day,so why bother making it such a big hype and all?i did asked myself this question at 1 point of time.i did wonder and until today i stil cant figure out the reason.i came to a conclusion that to some,it may juz be another day,to some,its the beginning of a new life and a new year..to many,its the latter..so since to many its the beginning of a new life,dont u think its worth celebrating?

how did i spend new year u may ask?it was together wif a bunch of wacky,hot and pretty frens!tzemin,carol,maxine(after some and many tough times of persuading),nick and also several others..it was beautiful seeing that we did our celebration in the curve...fireworks were great,after-party was great,even the chit chat session at carol's after that was great..it was a bang..i juz hope my new year will be a great great 1..

lets see wat this year has lined up for me...for one i know that more competition will be coming up..works and studies will be piling up non stop now that i'm entering my second year and also wif summer beginning soon..works in clubs will be even greater now that i'm promoted and also wif the possibilty of working wif another club..my desire to organize that big grand pool event is stil in the pending process..other than that??i dun think i'll be anything but busy the entire year..

new year resolution?i've stated it in my previous post.juz to add another 2 in it..i wanna lose weight and also get a gf*paiseh*..i know its like kinda lame but wtf?!?!?dun tell me u guys whom are single out there dun wanna have a bf/gf??ritee???so yea.stop laughing and start working towards it...

wat i plan to do now?summer's starting pretty much very very veryyyy and i need to get ready for it..so there's nothing much i can do now..stranded at home..and waiting for summer to start!i cant wait!wooott woot woooootttt!!!

so yea..anyway,wanna get back to my bed and continue wat i do best..

but anyway,happy new year guys!!!

A day where bad meets good

2006-12-31T04:56:00.000+08:00

ok..i was supposed to drop my parents off at westport cuz they were supposed to be taking a cruise to and fro singapore for the new year in which i did..then i headed down to my usual hang out place racks..ok..nvm..as i was slowly breezing through the empty road of kesas highway,i was already thinking of my freedom d..wuahahha!no more late night lectures and also "counselling"!yup!such was the joy..how was i to know that it was to crumble into pieces and even bits after juz 15 minutes..

how,wat and where?ok..this is the story..i was at the roundabout outside metro and coming from the summit way,and in order for me to go rack,i have to take the 12 'o clock lane..fine..i was on the left lane,there was this honda civic on my right hand side..we were both the first car on our respective lanes..fine..i saw coast clear,wanna turn.the moment i step on accelerator,huah!!!hi-lat.com.my!!!as i jalan,i saw her car bang into mine..i honk that b**** like hell!!!and then we stop in front of sri kl!!the moment i got down and take a look at my damage,my mind was"ok!there goes the freedom of two years,allowance of decades and also lectures that will be longer than my coll"!then i saw this aunty come out of the car..the first thing she said after checking damages on both car,"Is it ur fault or my fault ar??i duno laa..!!"

F*** O** b****!!!MCHKNNTLLMGH!!!!of couz its ur god damned fault..i didnt bang into u!u banged into me for god's sake!where the hell do u put ur brains?up ur ass or in ur intestines?or wait!!do you have one in the first place?it seems like u dont!if u have one,why the hell would u bother to ask me that stupid question??!wtf is wrong wif u!!?!?!omfg!!i told her in a nice.sarcastic way "aunty i didnt bang into ur car,u bang into mine and my car has like way more damages than yours..so wif a bit of common sense can u plz figure out if its ur fault or mine?"conversation goes on like diz...

aunty:r u sure its my fault ar?
poolerbuoy:of couz!i didnt bang into u,u banged into me(how many F****** time u wan me to repeat this sentence!?!??!)

conversation
aunty:are u sure ur not bluffing me or not young man?u didnt see my car turning meh??

poolerbuoy:i was looking at the traffic,and u shud be doing the same thing too!when i move,ur car juz suddenly turn to the right and bang into my car!so is it ur fault or not?and trust me,i dun bluff ppl like u!(in other words,ur too stupid to be bluffed and a total waste of time!ur not 20,ur not sexy,ur not hot,and ur too old!use brains laa..bluff u for f***s ar!?!?!!)

aunty:i didnt know,maybe i turn too right becuz i wasnt paying attention to ur car.i was having a short quarrel wif my daughter.so maybe i didnt noticed!like diz la.u pay ur own damages and i pay mine.is it ok?fair?!?!?!

poolerbuoy:(fuck off laa bitch!do i give a damn about u having a quarrel wif ur daughter?u can have sex and incest wif her for all i care!for fucks ar u tell me u had a quarrel wif ur daughter and u didnt NOTICED my car?stupid ar!u blardy retarded!!expecting some sympathy?fuck off la!![the * sign was removed cuz the writer decided that this aunty do not deserved the censoring!]and u stil got the guts to ask me to pay for my own damages and ask me if its fair for me!?!?!?!!omfg!come on la!did the incident traumatised u ar?did it in the process damaged ur brains?)of couz its not fair,u banged into me and i think it wasnt my fault at all..and i know u would agree it isnt my fault..correct or not?so i wont agree...(at this point,i was at the boiling limit..!)

aunty:then how u wanna settle?

poolerbuoy:u pay for the damages that u caused la!!if not how orr aunty?

aunty(got freaked out by my loud voice):like diz la.i go back and talk to my husband and we exchange contact,and i'll contact u after that la..is it ok?we settle it this way temporarily..

poolerbuoy:gimme ur ic number oso in the process..

aunty:why u needd my ic?u dun trust me is it?dun worry..aunty wont run away wan..

poolerbuoy:sorry but i really dunt trust u.so juz gimme ur ic number plz...(being blunt juz to gik sei her abit..and yes!of couz i scared u'll run!!aunty!trust u!!!??!?!u think i 4 years old ar?!?!?)

aunty:oklor..then u take down my number and then u take down my ic..i dun think i'll need ur ic cuz i think u need it more than me..

poolerbuoy:(was that confession?readers,analyse and let me know ya..?)ok..

aunty:then i'll give u a call later..

then the exchange was made and yea..we carry on..i went to racks after that and then to SJBA to pick my brother up from camp..then met so many ppl there,hugs,and talks..then around 4+,i got a call from aunty...

aunty:hello adrian,this is j**** here..

poolerbuoy:yea i know.i got ur number..

aunty:yea..i wanna tell u..u know juz now i was supposed to send my daughter for an appointment during the accident..then when i dropped my daughter who was sitting next to me,the door cannot open..and when i consulted my husband,he say that if the door cannot open,that means u bang into me,and not i bang into u..

poolerbuoy:excuse me!u wanna talk about the incident again?ok..lets talk COMMON SENSE!how can i bang u when i,who was on the left lane,and u on the middle lane,wanted to turn right?i wasnt turning to the right.how can i turn to the right when the roundabout was following clockwise?aunty,wif a bit of common sense,we can avoid all this stupid arguement..

aunty:but then(hears sum commotion at the background..)...wait ar.u talk to my husband..

poolerbuoy:ok..lets hear him..

uncle:hello..adrian.listen,i think it isnt my wife fault cuz if her door cannot open its a result of someone banging into her..so i think it isnt my wife's fault and its ur fault..

poolerbuoy:(getting sick and tired of all the shits)uncle,u werent there how would u know?u only listen and stand on ur wife's side,understandbly becuz she's ur wife..but then again,can u plz use a bit of common sense and then let me know,how can i who was on the left lane,and u on the middle lane,wanted to turn right?i wasnt turning to the right.how can i turn to the right when the roundabout was following clockwise?plz uncle..understand and use abit of imagination..

uncle:nvm..from the way i see it,u dun wanna settle,if u dun wanna settle,then we report police la..

poolerbuoy:its not i dun wanna settle,its u who is in the wrong,pushing all the responsibilities to me..so if u wanna report police,go ahead..its not my fault and i believe that it will all come my way..

uncle:then how u wanna settle?nvm..where are u now?i come over and see ur car and you face to face then we decide..

poolerbuoy:ok..(gives him direction and waited...

about 15 minutes later he arrived...

uncle:ur adrian is it?

poolerbuoy:yea...(duhhh!!!!stupid!)

uncle:ok..lets do it this way..i'm a very busy businessman,and on a very tight schedule everyday..so i not gonna argue wif u,u wait for my phone call..i'll talk to my mechanic..and see if he's open on the 2nd.if not then 3rd..u go to his workshop and i'll pay for everything..ok?cuz i very busy and i dunt wanna waste time arguing..

poolerbuoy:(bastard.u feel guilty say u feel guilty la!dun wanna admit is it?!babi!juz say "its my fault and i'm sorry"..settle lor!babi..like fuck i care about ur tight schedule..!stupid!) ok la..but dun worry i'll give u a call b4 u can even call me..

uncle:ok..wait for my call..(gets into car and drove off..!)

wat the fuck is wrong wif ppl nowadays?!!duno how to say they are sorry ar!?!??!stupid ar!?!?!babi!!obviously its ur fault and stil wanna blame me!fuck off la!!ok..continuing on wif my day...

after that i dropped my bro off and then head off to rack to meet sean so that we can go to carol's place together..then we left around 7..ken lim and his gf in a car,and few others in another car..sean was in my car...then we reached around 8..upon arrival,leena saw me and then started chasing me around carols house becuz i didnt tell her i was coming and she had to take train to cheras..i was like is it my fault?how was i supposed to know u were coming??hahaa..but then again,next time laa..then we had makan..alot of ppl were there..ex-metro and also current metro..cynthia came back!(makcik betul!),elaine,and other ppl from perth,sean.ken,and other of their hotshot gang,ronald,few ex-metro,leena,mindy,kailash,tze min(she was there early to help carol..)and also few others i didnt know la..met maxine(nice meeting ya! =) )..and yea,ignore watever tze min told u alrite amxine?

so then since it was carol's 21st birthday,we decided to "tui" her maximum and make her drunk..came out chivas..wuahahahha!!carol kena kau kau from us..*sorry carol =) *haha..lucky for us,she was stil sane and stable enuff to blow and cut the birthday cake..the cake was humoungus!!!it was huge!!omg..and it was SWEEEETTTT!!! =) thanx for the very very extremely wonderful cake carol!!!*muaxxx!!*it was a secret recipe cake and it was mango delight!wooohhooo!!!sweet!!!!hahha..i had like so much cake and i wanted more and more..!!hahahhaa..thanx again carol!

after that cake cutting we decided to "tui" her again and this time worst..after all that around 11+,she decided to open her present..hahhaa..she got like damn alot of things but all ladies stuff..sean,me and the rest decided to get her a doraemon..haha..after that,elaine cynthia and her gang all left..leaving sean,me,maxine,tze min,nick and carol..hahahaha..we were bored till carol brought out her laptop and she said she wanted to show ur sum pole-dancing!!i was like carol!its ok..nvm..i'll pass...ahahhaaha..she was like..on my laptop..live show in perth..hahaha

ok..then she show us that!the moment the video was on,i was like "ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!"ok..i wasnt horny..juz astonished..by wat?the lady was so strong she could juz use one leg to grab onto the pole and dance...omg..wtf!!i'll try to get the video and see how.hahaha....then we juz went out for sum air,and smokes for all of them except me n tze min(we both very guai dunt smoke wan..=) )

then we decided to play blackjack and i ended up losing 50+..but its ok..had loads of fun and it was kinda stressful even for nick who wasnt playing!ahhaha!!stupid nick!!then about 3+ sean said he wanted to go back home..so i had to drop him off lor..then when we got to subang to get his car,ceon called and asked us to come up to rack..hahaha...then we chatted a while b4 chaoing back home..so here i am blogging bout this day..

carol,tahnx for the invitation!it was fun and i had loads of them..hahaha..next time we drink again..until then,wait for the next update coming up next year! =)soon la i mean!but here i wanna wish all readers a happier new year with more and more blessings to come!til then,chaoz!!!!

Joe's Corner

2006-12-30T02:40:00.000+08:00

i was told by sean that the gang was planning a BBQ gathering at Joe's(his house la in other words) on the 28th..and the cost was to be shared together by all of us..well,at first i didnt know wat to bring along as i didnt want to juz go there empty handed..so i decided to juz bring 2 bottle of wine..hahaha..and try to escape wif not doing anything.. =P (juz kidding..)

so i was there at around 5+,almost 6 to juz help out and also to make amends for me leaving early as i promised my dumb dumb that i'll be joining her for a movie cuz i missed her birthday celebration on the 17th..so i had to leave around 10 to make it in time for the movie..

so anyway,as i arrived,sean,denise,joe boy,and suprisingly shu wen was there..i thought she hadnt come back..so yea,we were bth formally introduced and the work began..the first thing i did shred chicken meat..it seems for the "cabonara" that sean was about to make..on the issue of whether our hands was clean,that i think i would pass that question..why?lets just say that hygiene wasnt the issue there.. =P

so food were being prepared..tim was working with the BBQ pit together with Marco,shu wen and denise were making shepperd's pie,joe and sean on the cabonara...me,u may ask??i was busy decorating the brownies joe made with the chocolate sauce..hahahaha..easy job?not at all..so anyway,work was on and then peeps started to arrive..

soon the foods were prepared...and wat else?"ita-da-ke-mas!!!"..dont know wat it means?go check it out(hint:its the national language of the "land of the rising sun"..)

makan makan makan!!!!we were gobbling foods like BBQ-ed chicken,shepperd's pie,cabonara pasta& linguine,sausages and brownies down our throat..there was also shuwen's very own salad..wat else?if i'm not mistaken nothing else gua..

so those who were present was joe;our host of the nite(thanx a bunch joe!),shu wen,denise,sean,marco,derek,kk,marvin,khye,cindrew,tim and also me..am i forgetting any?? *kepada yang tidak dinamai,sila maafkan penulis.tidak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang sudah mampus.ia hanyalah sekadar kebodohan penulis semata mata..sila jangan menghantar surat mati(death note).hanya wang tunai dan MasterCard diterima..segala kesulitan adalah disengajakan supaya tuan tuan dan puan puan tidak menjadi lembu yang malas..Terima Kasih..*

so during the eating process,trash talking naturally made their way into the dinner accompanied by all the cursing that u ever heard in ur life..*sorry mr.thor,mrs thor..*it was natural la!dun juz point fingers at me!thank god i didnt bring it to greater heights..i juz took the liberty of starting it..no praises plz..i feel good and proud of it..!! XD

after dinner.the wine came up..a Chardonnay 2000 and also Moscato 2006..then came Uncle Jack!!!omg..its been darn long since i last saw uncle Jack..who's uncle jack?to those who went for my pool party might juz remember,dont u Marvin?to those who didnt,Uncle Jack isnt exactly human?wat is he then??behold..UncleJack...before that,did i mentioned Uncle Johnny?It was after we finished Uncle Jack that Derek introduced us to Mr. Johnny..who is Mr. Johnny?once again,he is in the same category as Uncle Jack..

Mr. Johnny & Uncle Jack

there!!!arent they juz so handsome??i believe they are..sean did the honour of re-acting the scene where marin was holding uncle jack and embrass him in his arms..(in lay-man's term,he was drunk..)

then came the cam-whoring and also the camera..hahaa..here are some pictures that was taken at the BBQ...to those whom find any of these photos obscene,it wasnt accidental..it was done on purpose..thats the beauty man!!

The host,the host future wife(Left) and also Mrs. Sean Phuah(Right)

The Future President(so-called and self assume) and the Current President of the Metro Thespians
A very drunk derek,insane kk,and an extremely "numb" me together with uncle jack..I swear to god i dont know wat happened to him..i swear to god..A pair or overburnt drumsticks..

A very very VERY druk Marvin wif Uncle Jack(his best fren..)

this fella is sick..he needs extreme serious help..wanna know the cause?i think he juz cant bear leaving us..*awwww*

after that came cards of blackjack and i ended up losing $16!!Blardy!!!its ok..nvm..then i had to leave..b4 leaving,while makan-ing,i was being tormented by marco(idiot!) and joe(blardy!) for leaving early to go for a movie wif my taylors frens..joe was like"oh we not ur fren la now!!.fine juz leave(together wif that sympathetically phatetic face!!!)[juz kidding joe!!!]..." and coincidentally,marco said the exact same words..haiz..i cant help but juz ignore those.i'm kinda immuned to it,after knowing them for almost a year or so..so yea.it doesnt have much effect on me,since i suffer the same thing almost everyday...

i then made my way to subang and then picked huay up from her place b4 adjourning to chris's to pick him up together wif james,and loon..so we then made our way to the cinema..it was there only i realised that i didnt even know wat movie i was gonna watch..wat the hell!??!how smart can i be..?then she told me that we were watching "Night At The Museum.."..it was juz released on the same day we were about to watch..how did she get tickets..?

there's only few possibilities:

The movie is as boring as my grandmother's lecture on her good ol' days..
she booked the movie tickets like weeks b4 they were released..
nobody knew about the existence about the movie
every1 was stil on the holiday mood and wanted to do sumthing better than watching movie(e.g making out,mamak and other things laa..)

so which 1 could it be??lets see...i was thinking of option 1..so yea..anyway,sat down in the movie and then started watching la..

i was so god-damned wrong!!this is the most hilarious movie in the year 2006!wtf!!!how often do u see the skeletonnes of a t-rex suddenly walked around in the museum,with the charactheristics of a dog,and playing catch wif one of his bones!!?!?!?where can see the cowboys of the east going for war against the mighty old roman warriors?what other movie that shows u a humoungus rock that goes along saying,"You dumb dumb!give me gum gum!me not dumb dumb..you dumb dumb!i want gum gum!!"..the fuck(in a good way of couz!)!!!

this is so worth every single sen of the $10 i paid!and guess wat..i juz bought the DVD so that i could watch it over and over,AND OVER again..!!havent caught it,go catch it..its darn hilarious that brains will explode and splatter, intestines could wriggle and stomachs burst!!!hahahha!its darn good..no wonder movies critics said"wat happens when u put owen wilson,ben stiller,and robin williams together?a whole lot of laughs..!"

p/s:i realised that you are juz fading away from my life,not only from my sight..wat was it that i did that i deserved all these?was it sumthing i said?or was it sumthing i did?or was it even sumthing i didnt do or say??

Merry Christmas'06

2006-12-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Its that time of the year again,the so-called most beautiful time of the year..its christmas day..as the world celebrate christmas,how many of us really know wat christmas really means?to some it may be a time to exchange gifts and hugs;to sum its a time to gather family members and sit down,have dinner and a lil' bit of catching up wif the rest of the family members,and to sum,tis a time to gather wif frens and go out to certain places and sit down,let our hair down,and have fun.to me all the christmas that i've spent has made me realise that christmas was all about the fun of meeting frens,spending time wif family,exchanging presents and most importantly,one of the best and most beautiful time to spend wif the one u really love..

this year christmas for me was spent in Genting Highlands togehter with my great bunch of pool frens from rack(Ceon,Jason,Bernard,Billy,Hongz,Chin) and few from college(Sean Low,Tze Min,Carol)..Tze Min and Carol were like last minute entree and glad that they decided to come and join us..so we left around 6+ and make a detour to picked carol up..so it was sean(driver),me,tze min and carol in a car...we reached genting about 9+(after several tense moments of car not having enuff petrol..Sorry Sean!!!)..upon reaching Jason called me up(the rest of them reached earlier) and said that it took them half an hour to find a parking spot..i looked and sean and he was like"dun worry!sure can find parking wan!!!"..i thought so too..

so the search for a parking spot on the ever crowded genting was on!circling genting for a parking spot was worst than looking for a needle in stacks of hays..i'm serious!we went down and down to the last floor of the parking bays outside the highlands hotel until outside the streets of genting..bays after bays,we searched..finally(!!!! after two hours and begging to an old couple to wait for sean to bring the car round the corner[better explanation,look for me & i'll let u know]) we found a parking spot..omfg!!!god bless us(and me!)!!!!a parking spot after almost 2 hours was juz the best thing on earth that could have happened to me at that particular time..

so anyway,after that went and look for them and then we proceeded to the park(with the malfunctioning fountain) to take sum photograph a.k.a camwhoring session..it was kinda the funniest thing ever happened to us as besides taking photograph,"fighting" session and also "gay"-ing session occured..it was the best time as we talked and joked and laughed wif each other..

after that we decided to move onto the first world times square to join the countdown celebration there..the moment we got there,we noticed that there were tonnes of ppl in there..remember my taman connaught pasar malam post on how i complained how packed it was over there?trust me.i cant get any worst than genting!it was more than 10 times the crowd with only thrice the space available..haiz..i was like crushed instead of pushed around.we had so much trouble moving around that we literally "bulldozed" or rather "sumo-ed" our path through the crowd..

then came the countdown!"3,2,1 Merry christmas!!!" were the words the host of the nite was saying..it was actually christmas already!it was then that we all exchanced hand shakes,hugs and also our usual special handshakes..!!hahaha..well its christmas!photographs taken and all!so came out the usual confetti and also those kinda snow spray!shoutings were heard,laughing and also ppl running around were sum of the things to see..

then we decided to go to the park outside the kayangan hotel to juz take sum photos and to chill out and enjoy the cool breeze..after that we adjourned to the ever famous genting carpark mamak.i was kinda irritated and a lil' bit pissed off by the mamak fellas there who juz so need to go and study customer service!omg!!the f***!i'm juz another customer trying to give u some income and u juz ignore me!wat the f***!!?!!?!plz la!if it werent for all of them wanting to sit there and have sumthings to eat and drink,i would have juz throw the cup of hot teh tarik into ur b***dy black face u i***t!!!cant even eat in peace!arrgghhh!!spoil my appetite!!like **** i'll go there again!omg..!!

left that god-damned place after almost an hour b4 jason,ceon,and sean decided to go to the casino a while while hongz,carol,tze min and i decided to walk around while waiting for them..i then suggested to wait in McD and carol agreed since she was kinda tired anyway..so waited till about 3 when sean called and we decided to chao..dropped carol on the way back b4 going back to McD Drive-thru in SS15 to collect sean's car..then tze min and i talked a while b4 i chao leaving sean to send her back..reached around 5 b4 sleeping at 6 till about 5+ the next day..

i know.i'm an even bigger pig rite?but its christmas!!and u know wat?to those i did not send any wishes,i'm sorry but it wasnt intentional..so i do it here and to all those i know,may u guys have a merrier christmas,and a better and happier years ahead lined up for u guys!god bless you too!chaoz B&Gzzzz!!!

photos from Genting

the four of us out side Carol's place(L-R:Me,TzeMin,Carol,Sean)

all of us who went to genting

The Rack Gang(Me,Jason,Ceon,Bernard,Jason)

A very Very VERYYY happy me!!(who wouldnt be if they were surrounded by pretty ladies on a christmas!!!)

a very stoned me..

eve of christmas eve???

2006-12-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

omfg!!!i so hate Club7!!!they postponed the Doubles tournament that we were supposed to be playing in today..their excuse?not enuff players..haizz..cant blame them oso laa..not their fault that they didnt have a good marketing plan on promoting that event..haiz..maybe they shud have hired me to be their sales manager or maketing plan developer or sumthing like dat..

so anyway,since it was cancelled,spent almost my entire day at Rack..spent sum time in midvalley too,went there and picked ceon up after he went there wif bernard and billy to collect their pay..then went to meeting point in SS15 for our dinner..then back to rack when ah chin called saying that he was bringing a Hennessy VSOP for us..the sound of that made me sick cuz i'm so starting to hate drinknig liquor..once in a while yes..but i juz hate the taste..

so went back there..and ah chin came wif his drink..they drank..i didnt..i sort of drank..i only had 1 glass..and thats all..after that 1 glass,i filled it up wif coke and only coke..nothing else but that..cuz i know my limits..i stil need to drive and i know that this time around,the police will be doing road blocks to "cari makan" and so i decided not to drink so much..juz filled my 1st glass wif 10% hennessy and 90% coke..it was the coke that i was tasting..so since then,it was 100% coke and 0% alcohol..hahhaa..i'm sorry guys..i juz kinda had enuff...

then talk abit of rubbish busy planning where to go for the christmas and new year's eve and also alot of trash talking..hahahha..and oso a bit of on9 chatting wif tze min..then after that ceon decided to go back and i was doing nothing besides talking trash wif him,i decided to head home..and here i am wif another post..

to those reading this,i wished u the merriest of christmas and also the happiest and bestest(does this word exist??dun care laa!!!) of the new year 2007..god bless you all always and forever be filled wif happiness..

p/s:here i am wishing you a very merry christmas with a hope that stil burns that i'll be spending christmas with you filled with beauty and a whole lot of happiness..as much as i hope for it,i know it may never come true..but whatever it is,wherever you may be,merry christmas..

just a lil update..

2006-12-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

been doing nothing today besides waking up at around 12+ doing nothing..wanted to go out today but no mood in the end cuz had to stay home and accompany my parents out for dinner since its been long aince i last did so..

went to 1u earlier in the evening but due to the amzing and forever "pleasing" traffic jam,it took us almost 2hours juz to get there all the way from klang..so anyway got there i started to hunt down for several christmas present for certain special individual..omg!dahla this month christmas summore got so many birthday and competitions..bene spending too much money d..if my calculations aint wrong,i've een spending roughly about 500-600 bucks this month alone on competition fees,christmas shopping,foods,birthday gifts and so much more la..haiz..feeling kinda bad..well,i'm juz hoping that my mum and dad wont be doing any calculations on their own..or else..*drags fingers from one end of the neck to the other end*

anyway,got sumthing for each person i intended to get for..so its time for wrapping and a lil bit of delivering..what will be given to whom is only for me and those who will be getting it to know for ourselves..but anyway,to those who doesnt,i'm really sorry..i wished i had the money to get it for all and every single person i know..

anyway,the Club7 8-Ball Doubles Pool Competition will be starting tomoro.and the problem is andy and 1 had yet to have any serios training at each other..since Club7 has been my favourite hunting ground,i hope that luck will favour the both of us this time around and since christmas is juz round the corner,my fairy godmother(crosses fingers) will look and me and smile and bless me to do well in this tournament..or maybe i could juz follow shakti's advice and juz tell all my opponents that i know her and they might juz be "terrorised" by that and juz forfeit the game to me..how does it sound shakti??

well,blogging rite now and waiting for stupid doinkz to reply my sms while waitig for my WLT astro movie to start..i'm kinda hungry but there isnt anything for me to eat in my house rite now..looks like i'll juz have to go to bed wif an empty stomach..haiz..

p/s:i'm starting to miss you..i've been thinking of how beautiful life wuold be if you were juz sitting next to me in my arms,on my sofa,watching a dvd together while drinking a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows..no matter how far you have always been from me,a part of my heart will always and forever be with you..

life?

2006-12-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

havent been updating these past few days due to the on going competition at Rack Cafe that began on monday..i was forced to join on the account of being a rack player..i did obliged to that..but the main reason wasnt the prize money..i wanted to prove to others that the Club7 competition i ownt last month wasnt a fluke at all and was done and achieved basedd on my very own ability and strength..it was also to shut the rumours about me being lucky form the start of the tournament..unfortunately for me,since winning that competition i havnt been able to hit peak performance.it seems like my game has just abandoned me..wel,thats the way life is..sumtimes its there when u dont need it,but when u need it the most i never does seem to be in sight..

anyway,my group started on tuesday itself..being grouped in the so called easiest group of all,the pressure was all on me to qualify for the knockout stages of last 16..i had my old time fren marcus lao from myanmar in my group,together wif another 3 so called water fish(in lay man's term-easy meat) and i need not even play my best to qualify..

going into the game,i was some what nervous..i had the fear of not even qualifying for the next round..but wif all the support my frens gave me,i put it aside...

i started off brightly,brushing aside my first opponent 5-0..playing my second game was where it all being to crumble..i dont know how i did it but i was able to win my second game 5-3..next game was against a "chicken king.."(in other words,he play his games based on luck and not on real skills..) unfortunately,lady luck was smiling at me and frowning at the sight of me..i was taking a 1-0 lead when the incident i feared would happen happened..the balls and the game went his way..i had a feeling that thing would happen this way,and was i surprised?no i wasnt..

watever he hit,the balss will juz run around the table and in the end knock the crucial all important 9-ball into the hole..not juz once,but 3 times..in the end,the final score? 5-1..nope!not in my way..his way..i lost 5-1..not to a guy playing based on skill,but on the reliance of fluke..i was pissed,dunt blame me..call me a sore loser or watever,but think about it,if this were to happened to u,would u juz laughed it off and take it as a joke??i wont,i was so pissed that i walked off the moment i finished the game..i did shaked his hands..dunt worry..i aint that sore..it was then i realised,in order for me to qualify for the next ound,i had to beat marcus 5-0 in order to qualify for the knockout stages..the chicken king qualified automatically due to the fact he had 3 wins(his last opponent lost all his first four matches and decided to juz go back home since i was pointless to play..) thus it was either me or marcus to qualify..all he needed to beat me or lose to me by no more than 4 racks(means 5-0 minimum)..wat to do?juz play laa..few minutes in to the game,marcus was already in a 3-1 lead..which means that i wont be able to qualify even shud i come back and win the matc..i didnt have the mood to play anymore so i decided to jujz forfeit the game..i know it may sound stupid but why continue doing sumthing if u dun have the heart to do it.?shaking marcus hands,he promised me he will go as far possible and then thank me for giving him the win..all these happened on tuesday..

today was the final,i was the referee and my 21-years old coach won..it was kinda surprised looking that he was up againstM'sian #4 player,also another 21-years old..so he bought beer,and being the kind hearted guy i am,i didnt drink..!wuahahah!ok fine.i didnt stay to drink becuz my mum was already giving me lecture on how i was treating the house like a hotel and all..so juz came back early and dektos was complaining and asking for an update so here it is.how am i gonna spend my christmas this year?i'm stil tryinf to plan my plans wif my frens and we've gotta see how thing goes..the only thing up on my calendar now would be another competition which would also be the last competition of the year for me..the Club7 8-Ball Pool Doubles Competition..i cant believe i'm saying this but i'm kidna sick of playing pool..maybe taking a one month break for my summer course would be a good thing for me..

btw,a new thing came up..it isnt exactly new,in fact has been in my mind for the past few months.a new production for my coll gala night..its the new Grease remake by me n my coll mates..

we had a get-togehter today to discuss bout it..we met Eddy,our director whom will prepare us for our musical..oh ya who are "we"?"we" consists of arthur,sean phuah,denise,ronald,matt,karen,melissa,and also shakti and me(yours truly)..few others couldnt make it tand there were also several others that i didnt know..anita and oso shah was assigned to help us in the process..one question that anita and eddy questioned us was about our commitments towards the entire musical.that question made me ponder.am i willing to get really committed into the musical?am i willing to give it 101% to making the production a success?knowing myself,i wouldnt commit myself into doing sumthing unless i'm able to give it 101% ..would i have enuff time to commit myself into anything at all?lets see..the first half of the year,i wont be having much competition so i do not have to worry..training wise,thats a problem..i need to train in order to be consistent in my performance..i also need those training to keep up and stay ahead of my competitors..so thats 1 up and 1 down..study wise,i've been able to perform this semester so it shudnt be a problem..the only problem,i'll be taking several tough subjects and i might need more time on my studies to keep up the results i had..thats another up and down point..how then?the ups and downs are both balanced..i dont know..this is my chance to really experience the big stage euphoria,sumthing i hadnt experienced since my schooling days and my time in taylors..i dunno but all i know is that i shud make mydecision soon..

sum1 tell me or at least gimme a piece of advice..i so need themm!!!!!

p/s:lately i;ve been thinking a lot about how i really feel for you and vice versa..and i realised that as day passes by,i need you more than ever..and my feelings for you gets deeper and deeper..when will it be the day that i will finally get to hold the warm hands of yours,feel and embracing you in my arms, and also hear the 3 words i've been dying to hear from your very lips to me;"I love You.."...will that day ever come?i need a sign..

pp/s:i'm so badly,madly,and deeply in love with you..all i want and ever wish for christmas is for my 3 wishes earlier to come true..

everyday i love you

2006-12-17T23:13:00.001+08:00

this is sumthing that i heard in a wedding dinner that i juz attended..they hired a couple of singer who went acoustic on all the songs that they sang..amongst those that were sang was a song by Boyzone,titled "Everyday I love You"..the instance i heard this song,my mind wandered to the thoughts of you being next to me..i post this song here so that those reading could enjoy this..those whom has heard this song would know how beautiful this song is..to those who have not,listen to this and for lyrics,here.

If I asked would you say yes?

Together we're the very best

I know that I am truly blessed

Everyday I love you

And I'll give you my best

Everyday I love you"

wat do i actually love about this song?the title speaks for itself literally..this is a song composed about how this particular girl has made a guys dream came true,very beautiful this is actually..the reason why i loved it so much is on how it made me think of you the moment i hear this song..so here it is..

p/s:everyday i love you..and i'll give you my best,everyday i love you...

pp/s:from the bottom of my heart,i do...

Reflection

2006-12-17T15:30:00.000+08:00

"the grass isn't always as green or much more greener on the others.. just enjoy the days you have... "those were the words that dektos left on my c-box few days back..those words,true and proven by my own experience,made me realized several things..

nothing seems to be as good as it seems on the outer side..how would we know if the inner side of that particular thing would be as beautiful,yet alone,even better,as the outer side..is there any guarantee?many of us always think that we are forever the unlucky ones and constantly asks ourselves the very same question each day;"why is God treating me this way?giving me shits and giving others more blessings everyday than i have ever got in my entire life..?why is it that others seem to be having a better life than i am??"...the main question?W-H-Y???

instead of asking ouselves and questioning God for everything that goes wrong with us,lets juz look at it from another point of view,shall we?are those ppl whom we claim are so much happier than us really happy deep inside..?for all we know,they might be having problems much greater than ours and stil being able to put aside their problems and live life as it comes to them everyday,every moment..

like dektos has said,"enjoy the days u have",i realised that i have been complaining of the one thing that i have dreamt of while the examinations was on going..the HOLIDAYS..during the exams,i was juz wishing for the exams to to pass on within a blink of an eye so that the holidays could greet me in a very very fashionable way..how was i to know that upon arrival,i was bored to death and complained about it all the time without fail..until dektos came with those words of his..it was my short term dream of having the hols,but in the end,my "dream" turned out to be a nightmare..and now,the thing that i have been missing all this while was the fun of stressing myself to the boiling moments studying for the exams..many of my peeps reading this may beg to differ but then before you do,ask youselves deep down inside and question yourselves if u do miss those moments in coll??for one,i do..

we juz never treasure anything that is in front of us until they or it has turned their back on us or rather juz left from our sight,feelings,grasp and also our memories..we constantly missed the things that has passed us for a long long time..and without realizing it,when those things were with us,we never did take the initiative to treasure those things..until the moment we realized that we are never gonna get them back,we start to miss them and wished that we could turn back time,dont we?

when will be the time that we learnt our lesson?or never will we learn our lesson and then allow the same thing to happen over and over again and then resulting in us banging our heads on the wall countless times with deep regrets and agony??i once again,feel that no matter how many times we say"oh i've learnt my lesson and i'll never repeat those actions again..",we will stil do it over and over again..then when will we ever learn?the answer??we never will..its human nature and its unavoidable..we can try to change but will that be enough?

~adios-chaoz-byebye-tata-sayonara~

p/s:writing this particular post has made me realized that i really love you,and for now,i juz wanna treasure the times i have with you without any hestitations or holdbacks.if u dunt love me being me,then i guess i was juz not meant for you..becuz i learnt that in order to love someone and for that someone to love you in return,you need to be yourself and if i being myself juz wouldnt be good enough for you,then so be it..

*A r3t@rD's rAmbLinGz*

*Tricky tricks*

*pictures!*

*spamming sharyl*

*stand*

*sickness is in the air*

*blondie*

*the best shot ever*

*loneliness*

*its time to quit*

*the regret..*

*short note*

*warning and notification to the frens in Malaysia*

*dedicated to charmaine wong*

*the return of poolerbuoy*

*correction*

*You're still the one*

*that time of the semester*

*inconsolable*

*the sentimental one*

*studying*

*the update(the long awaited version)

*the journey into the unknown land..*

*the beautiful month*(continuation)*

*the beautiful month**

*exams update*

*updates*

*happily loving*

*the reason for love*

*notifications*

*the milestone*

*crash-ed*

*public listed*

*elliot yamin*

*stormy heart*

*wanna learn a new language?*

juz another update

the update

*men at work*

*fallinf in love*

KL Tower Speed Zone Rave Party 2007

*the idiot* (continuation episode from bubblez)

*Romeo and Juliet*

MMEC Ipoh Convoy Trip March '07 2007

*idiots*

*what i would have done?*

*DODGEtheBALL!!!!!!!*

*title-less*

*choices*

Annie Ludbrook

*mistakes*

fullstop!

*another untitled post*

*untitled*

*a public apology*

*laziness..*

*fallin' in love*

*untitled*

*failure*

*just another day*

*my true definition of love*

*those times in life*

*un-selfish*

*sumthing i came across*

*as long as*

*not a good day*

*updates*

*friends*

*shifted*

*blogthings*

where do i stand?

mint chocolate chip + cookies 'n cream =???

juz another worst day of my life..

another lame post...

the year in review-2006

the year in review-2006

*juz another blank,lame post..*

the year in review-2006

the year in review-2006

the year in review-2006

A r3t@rD's rAmbLinGz

Tricky tricks

pictures!

spamming sharyl

stand

sickness is in the air

blondie

the best shot ever

loneliness

its time to quit

the regret..

short note

warning and notification to the frens in Malaysia

dedicated to charmaine wong

the return of poolerbuoy

correction

You're still the one

that time of the semester

inconsolable

the sentimental one

studying

the journey into the unknown land..

the beautiful month(continuation)*

exams update

updates

happily loving

the reason for love

notifications

the milestone

crash-ed

public listed

elliot yamin

stormy heart

wanna learn a new language?

men at work

fallinf in love

the idiot (continuation episode from bubblez)

Romeo and Juliet

idiots

what i would have done?

DODGEtheBALL!!!!!!!

title-less

choices

mistakes

another untitled post

untitled

a public apology

laziness..

fallin' in love

untitled

failure

just another day

my true definition of love

those times in life

un-selfish

sumthing i came across

as long as

not a good day

updates

friends

shifted

blogthings

juz another blank,lame post..